Well, that was summer, I guess.
Hopefully I'll have my act together this year. Hopefully I'll be okay this year. Even though I'm terrified, I actually have a pretty good feeling about it.

Robby's moving to Alaska. I'm actually really heart broken.

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I've missed Rachael so much. I feel like I just got back a part of me that was missing. I don't care how typical that is to say, maybe I am being typical. A typical girl who is reminded of the not so typical love that boils beneath the surface of her life. Though I love taking care of her, I just wish she wouldn't have to be in pain to begin with. ( Read more... )

tonight i passed out in the gutter in front of Nick's house. My therapist and I talked about how it's hard to get the love you want from the people that surround you because it's not like you can say "Hey, friends, I could use some love right now". But when I woke up and felt Katie and Molleigh's hands on my shoulders, could here katie crying and ( Read more... )

I guess it's my birthdayyyyy. I'm thinking about lauren roy a lot. It's her birthday too. well goodnight

Well on saturday I took my drivers test and I was sure I was about to have a panic attack. But I held up and got a perfect score on my parking. I messed up once when I got into the left turn lane later than she wanted, and again when I slowed down too much while getting off the freeway. Other than that I did great! My dad gave me a high five. So in ( Read more... )

Juliette is leaving and I know I am going to feel very empty and probably wish I was dead. I love her so much

Last night was the last night Julliette will spend at my house, and today is the last time she'll be with me constantly. That means that by the end of the day I'm going to have to go back to all the things I've been avoiding for a week without any distractions. At least Katie will be home I guess.

Julliette and I go to Cedar Pointe.

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I am completely sure that Juliette and I will be life long friends. She is such a blessing in my life sent at just the right time!

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