I am free, not because freedom was conferred upon me but as a consequence of my being a purely accidental creation with random behaviour patterns.
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alright so yesterday morning my two year old and i started the day off right!we started it off by playing guitar and practicing !basically i practiced and he played with one of my basses! it was cool though i played along with guns and roses while singing it to him the song one in a million!her are some pics ,yes it is pegasus unpolished or dolled ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm learning
You scored 60 Knowledge and 84 Interest!
You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it.


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alright so i had ALOT OF FUN WHEN I LIVED IN CALIFORNIA!!!!!an yes i admit i am still into hairbands!!!!!!

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alright so i am on this sebastian bach skidrow leather pants kick ok,and i always run into this;/ why is it you never find cool good looking leather pants? when i was in los angelas i could find them all day long in hollywood blvd and other associated side stores only then i couldnt afford it and i only had one pair that was in good shape ! i mean ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i havent completely given up on love now that i am done ranting and venting about it but i am sure as hell going to be alot more gaurded than i have been in times past.time will tell,time will tell ;/ time will tell.

Fuck Love .well lost souls it is official i have lost all faith in Love.i think love is a dillusion created from the residual leftovers of chasing red dragons and washed away with red wine and candle light .perhaps i need to just face my pandoras door again and walk back on through it and accept my destiny and past and future as the dominant sadist ( Read more... )

hmm well troops after a long night of basic isolation i am once again centered.i have come to the acceptance that Relationships and Love especially True Love ,in the sense of the ideals that we usually quest for and try to hold on to "our fairy tale illusion" if you will,is nothing more than an exercise of futililty.An effort sought in Vain never ( Read more... )

ok so as tis day is going on i am feeling worse and more and more disconnected ;/actually i believe the term is numb,ok so i dont really want to die ,but shit,i just want to run and run and run away from myself.i am mostly just tired of the heartache and pain and the rejection.i am tired of letting people and allowing myself to get close to people ( Read more... )

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa alright so i have no udea what todays date is ;/ oh wait yes i do never mind .my fuckinnnnnnngggg god what an emotional rollercoaster today has been:/ arrrrrggggg ;/ i feel like a bloody dam pirate that has run ashore me hearties;/my job isnt helping matters much eighther .alright so a brief update is in store i ( Read more... )