Expenses for the last 24 hours ( Read more... )

...I'm moving home. I've tried, more than I have ever tried before. I just couldn't get any freakin fianancial aid. Thus, I am returning to Georgia State, which I will henceforth refer to as "that girl that gets beaten and knocked up and yet comes back six months later to ask if you want to register for classes". Because that essentially describes ( Read more... )

How to Be Alone (A Guide in 8 Easy Steps ( Read more... )

That old Pearl Jam song is looping through my head. This rapid declination...I'm enjoying it, I suppose. I think I've reached my exerting effort limit today though. I started getting dressed and combing my hair to go out, and I literally just deflated and took off my shirt and put on boxers and starting reading Raise the roof beam. And then I ( Read more... )

You know what? I think considering that I have been on my own for over two months now, 2700 miles away from my friends, and family, and familiar landmarks, weather, and social patterns, I am doing a fucking spectacular job. Seriously! Someone needs to give me a goddamn round of applause ( Read more... )

I'm going to breathe, and put on my pants, and walk down to QFC and buy some crab meat and cheese to make a dip for a party, and keep walking and breathing and smiling because I've never felt like this before and I wonder if I ever will again.

I think I am doing alright. Monday and Tuesday had me supplicate, almost plotting an escape back to my southern cage, but Wednesday dawned with me kicking my own ass a little bit. I am trying to be more proactive and a little braver. Thata enough for now. I also have a manifesto ( Read more... )

Holy Christ on a cracker is that title melodramatic. But its true ( Read more... )

Two Names You Go By ( Read more... )

This is an excerpt from what I've written so far for NaNoWrMo ( Read more... )