in all the traveling and uprooting ive done since i left seattle i was looking for some sort of completion ( Read more... )

at a bar.

hahaha, well, i guess when life gives you mikes hard lemonade you burn all the alcohol out of it and drink it warm and flat it so as to not get any enjoyment out of it at all.

i start tomorrow.

or Warwick more precisely. ive been staying in hotels for the past week waiting for yasi's dad to send a wire transfer to our new landlord SO WE CAN MOVE INTO OUR NEW PLACE ON FEDERAL HILL. im glad were out of california, and im glad we found a huge apartment, and im glad he's paying for yasis part but i really wish hed get on it. im starting to ( Read more... )

...nuff said. 

yep... sold a bed yesterday... hoping to sell everything else by tomorrow night. and get the fucking car tuned up. 

getting out of highland park, that is. i dont really know how i feel about it now that it comes down to it. maybe thats just the pre move jitters. its been harder than hell to fet rid of all the stuff ive acumulated down here, probably because everybody already has everything. and people like me dont move to los angeles. that being said, nobody is ( Read more... )

hooray, the panic attacks are no more! in fact, im feeling damn good today and so i expect something to go horribly wrong shortly ( Read more... )

i come back from a game of catch to find my ex garage-occupier IN MY house in the dark with my laptop and all yasis camera shit in bags ready to bolt, high as shit on meth and drunk ( Read more... )

i cant write with all this crappy coffee house music
distracting
from what really matters
out and about
making stupid little sounds
i sit here hoping that the smell
of bagels
and your mom
go away

in comparison to the way it was, jealousy and dissatisfaction ( Read more... )