Muh I've decided to make the journal friends-only. just to be a pain in the ass

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Muh. Everything seems so morose now. and I'm afraid depression is going to kick back in. I hate my school and I am not looking forward to going back in the least. I'll get along fine there. I'm hoping. but I don't want to go back. and plus it kinda hit me. for most of you guys it'll be your senior year. then you'll all leave. and shit. I mean ( Read more... )

Nader's leaving for college tomorrow. I cried. again. I'm gonna miss that kid so fucking much. Now its time to look into trains to virginia...

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I feel as though I'm falling yet really I'm still alive. I don't understand where this sensation began, yet slowly it has been building up. As my stupidity heeds me through, so it also brings stumbling blocks in the road. I want to keep traveling forward, yet encircling me is a spiraling path downward. I was afraid of facing reality so I shut ( Read more... )

meh I guess I gotta start with my weekend. Blech, it was in Pittsburgh it sucked ass, the car ride was hell I hate my relatives down there. well yesterday dad and me left back home and the rest of my family stayed. Joy. Car ride back? 5 hours. fucking long hours. eh the rest of the day made up for it, even tho i was dead tired. So yeah took the ( Read more... )

first thing first japanese people are the most polite people on the face of this earth. All of the people there are adorable and sweet. Second. BJJ strikes again. nuff said. HAHA it was awesome tho. Cuz Phil and me slipped a condom under her door and were like room service! the pads for ddr sucked a bitch. I did bad at DDR, tomorrow I'll do ( Read more... )