Father's Day

[lacy93]

It's this time of year that I am most angry at Tim/Tina for offing his self! Thanks a lot for leaving me holding the bag dude! We got pregnant intentionally, I have every right to hold you responsible. Our two boys need a father so desperately now, especially now, they are trying to become men. Adolescence is so very hard. You should be here to

Comments

[k_navit]

:-(

Your anger is righteous.

[solemnus]

:: hugz ::

No words.

Hugz

[lacy93]

Thanks I needed that.

93

[happytrouble]

yup. anger is the second stage of healing.

[vescha_sur]

You know I love you, and I feel that anger. I feel that way in a warped kind of way towards my dad, this is the first one without him, and he was very close to Speros. I am here to vent to if you want.

[hermeticus_noir]

I love you Lacy. I love Tim too, but I completly understand your anger. I don't agree with what he did. My first thought after hearing about his death was...what about the boys? Then I balled my eyes out. It's so complicated feeling sad and angry all at once. Not to mention a bit of guilt thrown in. I did spend a good bit of time with him the last six months of his life. I feel like there was something I could have done maybe that might have helped things turn around for the better. But that didn't happen.

Tim/Tina

[lacy93]

Well our feelings are very similar. Sadness, anger, and guilt. I think maybe I might could have done something to help him too, but I guess I just didn't know what to do & I didn't know it was as bad as it obviously was. :(

Love you!