[Chapter 13/ ?] Where I Belong
Title: Where I Belong
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama, Yamabu, Hikato, Hikanoo (more coming soon)
Genre: Romance, angst, mystery? xD
Word Count: 2009
Rating: Pg-16
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys..xDD
Notes: Finally, I've finished this....;w; I'm so sorry...It's been like...how many days since the 12th chapter... I hope you'll like this. Comments are always appreciated. :)
"And now, we're back in school again," Takaki said, his head on the table.
"Act more like an adult, will you?" Yabu said without taking his attention off his work.
"But..." Takaki whined. "I want to spend more time with Yama-chan." On Christmas' Day, Takaki and Yamada had officially become a couple.
"Quit your complaining and help me get some work done," Yabu said, pushing a another pile of papers in front of Takaki.
"Hai~" said Takaki. When he was about to do his work, he caught sight of Yuto. Takaki stood up. "Sorry Yabu, but there's something I have to do now." He immediately followed Yuto before he lose sight of him.
"Great!" Yabu said sarcastically, continuing on with his work.
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"Nakajima-kun, wait up!"
"What is it, Takaki-kun?" Yuto asked as soon as Takaki stopped in front of him.
"Yama-chan and I are a couple now."
Yuto kept his face stoic as usual. "I am fully aware of that, Takaki-kun." Who wouldn't be when Takaki kept acting like a love sick puppy around Yamada, which annoys the younger teen to no end.
"I won't give Yama-chan up to anyone, including you," Takaki said.
"If you mistreat him, I'll take him away from you, be it by force," Yuto said as he walked pass Takaki. Takaki just glared at the other teen as he disappeared from sight.
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"It's you and me again," Yamada said, looking at the man-made lake in front of him. When he first transfered to the academy, he would always spend time there, clearing his mind, talking to himself. The lake was like his silent listener. "I can't believe it's been four years since I last been with someone," he said after a few moment of silence.
Flashback
"Keito, let's go for a cousin-bonding time this weeked," Yamada grinned.
Keito scrunched his face and then, glared at Yamada when some of the girls that passed them in the cafeteria giggled. "Great~" Keito said. "Thanks for the humiliation, cousin."
Yamada smirked. "You are welcome, cousin." Two years had passed since Yamada was found, and with
the help of each other, Keito and Yamada managed to open each other's heart.
Before Keito could retort, a guy, 17 years of age, said, "Allow me to interrupt," and when Keito Yamada looked at him, he kissed Yamada on the lips and said, "Hey babe."
Both Keito and Yamada frowned. "Ren, I told you not to call me that."
Ren began kissing Yamada's neck, and said, "I know you love it, babe." Yamada just sighed and didn't say anything. He had started dating Yagami Ren, a senior student, two months ago.
Keito frowned deeper. He knew what Yagami Ren was like, and he didn't like him. He also didn't like Yamada dating Yagami Ren, but he had never seen his cousin so happy. He knew Yamada love to be loved, not just family love, but romantically too, so he decided not to say a word.
"Hey, Yama-chan, meet me after school," Ren whispered in Yamada's ear before he left.
"Hai," Yamada replied, smiling. Once Ren had left, Yamada realized Keito was staring at him. "What?"
Keito shook his head. "It's nothing," he took a bite of his sandwich. Although Yamada didn't totally buy it, but he just nodded his head.
After School
"So, where are you taking me, Ren?" Yamada hugged the older teen tightly so that he wouldn't fall off the motorcycle.
"A fun place," was Ren's answer.
When Ren stopped in an abandoned factory, Yamada frowned. "Ren, why did you take me here?"
"Because we're going to have some fun," Ren smirked. At first, Yamada's mind became blank. He began running, but Ren caught was faster. He caught up with him in no time. Ren pinned Yamada to the wall.
Yamada closed his eyes. He was once again reliving his nightmare. "Do you think you could run away from me?" Yamada's hands was pinned above his head. Ren kissed Yamada's lips, and trailed down to his neck. He whispered, "It's your own fault, Yama-chan," he bit Yama-chan near the pulse. "Every time you resist making out with me, the more I want you."
"No!" Yamada struggled. "Please stop," he sobbed.
Ren chuckled evilly. "There is no use struggling, Yama-chan. Physically, I am stronger than you. You can't escape me now." Yamada felt his legs giving up on him. He closed his eyes, resigning to fate.
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Keito and his father sat in the living room restlessly. Keito looked at the clock every five minutes. It was almost midnight, and Yamada haven't return home yet.
"Keito, did Ryosuke told you where he is going?" Okamoto Kenichi asked worriedly.
"Ryo-chan has a date with Yanagi-senpai today," Keito answered. "I tried calling Yanagi-senpai but there was no answer."
Okamoto Kenichi finally stood up. "I'm not going to wait any longer," he said. "I'm going to make a police report." Just as he was about to reach for the phone, the door opened. Yamada entered the house, limping,
his clothes ripped at places, covered with dirt and blood.
"Ryo-chan, what happened?!" Keito was about to reach for Yamada when his cousin pulled back. Keito stayed at his place, looking at his cousin with a surprised look. "Ryo-chan..."
Yamada dropped to the ground and began crying. Keito took Yamada in his embrace, and this time Yamada didn't resist. Keito's eyes met his father's. His eyes was filled with anger and rage. He never trusted Yanagi and his instinct was right. Once they took Yamada to his room and made sure he was asleep, Keito stormed out the room, towards the living room. He took his shoes and began putting it on.
"Where do you think you are going?" Okamoto Kenichin asked his son. He was standing behind Keito, his hand crossed across his chest.
"I'm going to kill him," Keito said through gritted teeth. Keito was about to walk out the door when his father grabbed his hand.
"You will not do such thing, Keito!" his father snapped. He turned Keito facing him, and gripped Keito's shoulders with both his hands. "I will file a police report, and they will handle it."
Keito's eyes widened. "But there will be a few court meeting if we're going to press charges." He added in. "Otou-san, you know how Ryo-chan hates that."
"I know," said Okamoto Kenichi regretfully.
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Yamada lay still on the cold floor, his trousers and boxers pulled down, his shirt ripped open, and Ren on top of him. Yamada's voice was hoarse from begging Ren to stop for the last three hours. Yamada was lifeless, dry tear-stains on his cheeks. He no longer tried to struggle.
"Come on, Yama-chan, moan my name," Ren said as he sucked Yamada's length while pinching both Yamada's nipples. But Yamada just lay there motionless, his mouth glued together. "If that's the way you want to play it..." Ren thrust his member inside Yamada without preparing the younger teen. Yamada screamed in pain.
"Shhh~ Ryo-chan, I'm here," Keito said as he sat on Yamada's bed, beside his cousin. Yamada woke up from the nightmare, shivering and his face full of sweat. There was tears on Yamada's face. He hugged his legs to his chest and rocked himself back and forth. It pained Keito to see his cousin like that, back to the way he was two years ago when they just found him.
Okamoto Kenichi, who heard Yamada scream, was standing at Yamada's doorway, leaning against the doorframe.
The next day, when Okamoto Kenichi went to the dining hall, breakfast was already served, and Keito was already seated at the table.
"Ohayou, otou-san," Keito greeted. Okamoto Kenichi nodded a reply. His father sat beside him and reached for the morning paper while he poured his father a cup of coffee.
Then, it was silence. The only sound that could be heard was his father turning the papers. But then, it stopped after a minute.
"Dad, I think we should move back to England." Okamoto Kenichi closed the newspaper, and put it down beside his plate. He looked at his son. "Dad, let's move back to England. I can't stand watching Ryo-chan like this; broken, scared,...betrayed. Please dad, the new environment would be good for him."
After a short pause, Okamoto Kenichi nodded his head. "I was thinking of the same thing last night." Keito saw regret in his father's eyes. "I made a mistake by leaving your aunt with that man," Okamoto Kenichi said. "And my second mistake was not taking any actions when I found out he was abusing your aunt and Ryosuke." Okamoto Kenichi put his hand on the table. "I am not going to continue making mistakes."
"Otou-san..." said Keito.
"Keito, go to school today, inform your teachers and gather all yours and Ryosuke's things," said his father.
"I'll stay home, and watch over Ryosuke." Keito nodded his head in agreement.
END OF FLASHBACK
"Yanagi Ren..." Yamada said, as he pulled his legs up the bench and hugged it to his chest. He closed his eyes and said softly. "Because of you I created my stone mask, and because of you I threw away my feelings for others, except my family."
Suddenly, Yamada felt someone sitting beside him. He opened his eyes.
"Ryo-chan," the newcomer said.
Yamada was a little surprised to see him. "Yuto."
Yuto handed Yamada a cup of warm coffee, which Yamada gratefully took. They drank in silence for a moment, before Yuto spoke, "It's been a long while, ne, Ryo-chan. It was so busy at Takaki-san's mansion,
we didn't get a chance to talk properly."
"Un." There was another short pause. "Yuto, I'm sorry...about before." Yamada turned to look at the other teen. "I was surprised to see you so..."
"It's okay," Yuto cut in. "I was at fault too. I should have searched for you once I recover my strength. But I got too comfortable staying with the Morimoto's..."
"I'm glad you found a good family to look after you." Yamada knew that ever since Yuto and his sister was adopted and left the orphanage, they never had a descent life. Then, Yamada realized something. "What happened to Mio-chan?"
There was a grim expression on Yuto's face. "After you escaped from Odagiri, Mio-chan's condition worsen." Yuto looked up in the sky. He could remember the time before his younger sister died.
Mio smiled, looking at his brother. "Onii-chan, now that I'm gone, nothing is holding you back. G-Go."
"Yuto, you're still my best friend, aren't you?" Yamada asked. Yuto nodded his head. "Good," Yamada smiled, as he rested his head on Yuto's shoulder.
"I will protect you, Ryo-chan."
Yamada chuckled. "Then, what about Morimoto Ryutaro?"
Yuto was a little bit startled to hear Ryutaro's voice. "What about him?"
Yamada sat up straight again, and looked at Yuto with an amused expression. "Come on! I saw how Morimoto Ryutaro looks at you, and come to think of it, I bet that was why he was hostile towards me."
Yuto raised an eyebrow. "I believe you were the one who was acting hostile." Before Yamada could retort,
Yuto gave him the 'don't-try-to-deny-it' look.
Yamada puffed his cheeks. "Fine!" After a while, Yamada sighed. "But seriously though...Yuto, what are you going to do?" He looked at Yuto in the eyes. "I've found my family now. Keito and oji-san are both very protective of me, and now...Takaki-kun too." He blushed thinking of Takaki.
Yuto smirked. "I know you love being the mathcmaker, but unfortunately, I only think of Ryutaro as my own brother."
"Have you told him that?" Yamada asked, resting his head on Yuto's shoulder again.
"Yes."
"I take that he didn't take it too well?" Yuto simply nodded his head. "Don't worry," Yamada said again. "One day, he'll see."
tbc
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama, Yamabu, Hikato, Hikanoo (more coming soon)
Genre: Romance, angst, mystery? xD
Word Count: 2009
Rating: Pg-16
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys..xDD
Notes: Finally, I've finished this....;w; I'm so sorry...It's been like...how many days since the 12th chapter... I hope you'll like this. Comments are always appreciated. :)
"And now, we're back in school again," Takaki said, his head on the table.
"Act more like an adult, will you?" Yabu said without taking his attention off his work.
"But..." Takaki whined. "I want to spend more time with Yama-chan." On Christmas' Day, Takaki and Yamada had officially become a couple.
"Quit your complaining and help me get some work done," Yabu said, pushing a another pile of papers in front of Takaki.
"Hai~" said Takaki. When he was about to do his work, he caught sight of Yuto. Takaki stood up. "Sorry Yabu, but there's something I have to do now." He immediately followed Yuto before he lose sight of him.
"Great!" Yabu said sarcastically, continuing on with his work.
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"Nakajima-kun, wait up!"
"What is it, Takaki-kun?" Yuto asked as soon as Takaki stopped in front of him.
"Yama-chan and I are a couple now."
Yuto kept his face stoic as usual. "I am fully aware of that, Takaki-kun." Who wouldn't be when Takaki kept acting like a love sick puppy around Yamada, which annoys the younger teen to no end.
"I won't give Yama-chan up to anyone, including you," Takaki said.
"If you mistreat him, I'll take him away from you, be it by force," Yuto said as he walked pass Takaki. Takaki just glared at the other teen as he disappeared from sight.
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"It's you and me again," Yamada said, looking at the man-made lake in front of him. When he first transfered to the academy, he would always spend time there, clearing his mind, talking to himself. The lake was like his silent listener. "I can't believe it's been four years since I last been with someone," he said after a few moment of silence.
Flashback
"Keito, let's go for a cousin-bonding time this weeked," Yamada grinned.
Keito scrunched his face and then, glared at Yamada when some of the girls that passed them in the cafeteria giggled. "Great~" Keito said. "Thanks for the humiliation, cousin."
Yamada smirked. "You are welcome, cousin." Two years had passed since Yamada was found, and with
the help of each other, Keito and Yamada managed to open each other's heart.
Before Keito could retort, a guy, 17 years of age, said, "Allow me to interrupt," and when Keito Yamada looked at him, he kissed Yamada on the lips and said, "Hey babe."
Both Keito and Yamada frowned. "Ren, I told you not to call me that."
Ren began kissing Yamada's neck, and said, "I know you love it, babe." Yamada just sighed and didn't say anything. He had started dating Yagami Ren, a senior student, two months ago.
Keito frowned deeper. He knew what Yagami Ren was like, and he didn't like him. He also didn't like Yamada dating Yagami Ren, but he had never seen his cousin so happy. He knew Yamada love to be loved, not just family love, but romantically too, so he decided not to say a word.
"Hey, Yama-chan, meet me after school," Ren whispered in Yamada's ear before he left.
"Hai," Yamada replied, smiling. Once Ren had left, Yamada realized Keito was staring at him. "What?"
Keito shook his head. "It's nothing," he took a bite of his sandwich. Although Yamada didn't totally buy it, but he just nodded his head.
After School
"So, where are you taking me, Ren?" Yamada hugged the older teen tightly so that he wouldn't fall off the motorcycle.
"A fun place," was Ren's answer.
When Ren stopped in an abandoned factory, Yamada frowned. "Ren, why did you take me here?"
"Because we're going to have some fun," Ren smirked. At first, Yamada's mind became blank. He began running, but Ren caught was faster. He caught up with him in no time. Ren pinned Yamada to the wall.
Yamada closed his eyes. He was once again reliving his nightmare. "Do you think you could run away from me?" Yamada's hands was pinned above his head. Ren kissed Yamada's lips, and trailed down to his neck. He whispered, "It's your own fault, Yama-chan," he bit Yama-chan near the pulse. "Every time you resist making out with me, the more I want you."
"No!" Yamada struggled. "Please stop," he sobbed.
Ren chuckled evilly. "There is no use struggling, Yama-chan. Physically, I am stronger than you. You can't escape me now." Yamada felt his legs giving up on him. He closed his eyes, resigning to fate.
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Keito and his father sat in the living room restlessly. Keito looked at the clock every five minutes. It was almost midnight, and Yamada haven't return home yet.
"Keito, did Ryosuke told you where he is going?" Okamoto Kenichi asked worriedly.
"Ryo-chan has a date with Yanagi-senpai today," Keito answered. "I tried calling Yanagi-senpai but there was no answer."
Okamoto Kenichi finally stood up. "I'm not going to wait any longer," he said. "I'm going to make a police report." Just as he was about to reach for the phone, the door opened. Yamada entered the house, limping,
his clothes ripped at places, covered with dirt and blood.
"Ryo-chan, what happened?!" Keito was about to reach for Yamada when his cousin pulled back. Keito stayed at his place, looking at his cousin with a surprised look. "Ryo-chan..."
Yamada dropped to the ground and began crying. Keito took Yamada in his embrace, and this time Yamada didn't resist. Keito's eyes met his father's. His eyes was filled with anger and rage. He never trusted Yanagi and his instinct was right. Once they took Yamada to his room and made sure he was asleep, Keito stormed out the room, towards the living room. He took his shoes and began putting it on.
"Where do you think you are going?" Okamoto Kenichin asked his son. He was standing behind Keito, his hand crossed across his chest.
"I'm going to kill him," Keito said through gritted teeth. Keito was about to walk out the door when his father grabbed his hand.
"You will not do such thing, Keito!" his father snapped. He turned Keito facing him, and gripped Keito's shoulders with both his hands. "I will file a police report, and they will handle it."
Keito's eyes widened. "But there will be a few court meeting if we're going to press charges." He added in. "Otou-san, you know how Ryo-chan hates that."
"I know," said Okamoto Kenichi regretfully.
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Yamada lay still on the cold floor, his trousers and boxers pulled down, his shirt ripped open, and Ren on top of him. Yamada's voice was hoarse from begging Ren to stop for the last three hours. Yamada was lifeless, dry tear-stains on his cheeks. He no longer tried to struggle.
"Come on, Yama-chan, moan my name," Ren said as he sucked Yamada's length while pinching both Yamada's nipples. But Yamada just lay there motionless, his mouth glued together. "If that's the way you want to play it..." Ren thrust his member inside Yamada without preparing the younger teen. Yamada screamed in pain.
"Shhh~ Ryo-chan, I'm here," Keito said as he sat on Yamada's bed, beside his cousin. Yamada woke up from the nightmare, shivering and his face full of sweat. There was tears on Yamada's face. He hugged his legs to his chest and rocked himself back and forth. It pained Keito to see his cousin like that, back to the way he was two years ago when they just found him.
Okamoto Kenichi, who heard Yamada scream, was standing at Yamada's doorway, leaning against the doorframe.
The next day, when Okamoto Kenichi went to the dining hall, breakfast was already served, and Keito was already seated at the table.
"Ohayou, otou-san," Keito greeted. Okamoto Kenichi nodded a reply. His father sat beside him and reached for the morning paper while he poured his father a cup of coffee.
Then, it was silence. The only sound that could be heard was his father turning the papers. But then, it stopped after a minute.
"Dad, I think we should move back to England." Okamoto Kenichi closed the newspaper, and put it down beside his plate. He looked at his son. "Dad, let's move back to England. I can't stand watching Ryo-chan like this; broken, scared,...betrayed. Please dad, the new environment would be good for him."
After a short pause, Okamoto Kenichi nodded his head. "I was thinking of the same thing last night." Keito saw regret in his father's eyes. "I made a mistake by leaving your aunt with that man," Okamoto Kenichi said. "And my second mistake was not taking any actions when I found out he was abusing your aunt and Ryosuke." Okamoto Kenichi put his hand on the table. "I am not going to continue making mistakes."
"Otou-san..." said Keito.
"Keito, go to school today, inform your teachers and gather all yours and Ryosuke's things," said his father.
"I'll stay home, and watch over Ryosuke." Keito nodded his head in agreement.
END OF FLASHBACK
"Yanagi Ren..." Yamada said, as he pulled his legs up the bench and hugged it to his chest. He closed his eyes and said softly. "Because of you I created my stone mask, and because of you I threw away my feelings for others, except my family."
Suddenly, Yamada felt someone sitting beside him. He opened his eyes.
"Ryo-chan," the newcomer said.
Yamada was a little surprised to see him. "Yuto."
Yuto handed Yamada a cup of warm coffee, which Yamada gratefully took. They drank in silence for a moment, before Yuto spoke, "It's been a long while, ne, Ryo-chan. It was so busy at Takaki-san's mansion,
we didn't get a chance to talk properly."
"Un." There was another short pause. "Yuto, I'm sorry...about before." Yamada turned to look at the other teen. "I was surprised to see you so..."
"It's okay," Yuto cut in. "I was at fault too. I should have searched for you once I recover my strength. But I got too comfortable staying with the Morimoto's..."
"I'm glad you found a good family to look after you." Yamada knew that ever since Yuto and his sister was adopted and left the orphanage, they never had a descent life. Then, Yamada realized something. "What happened to Mio-chan?"
There was a grim expression on Yuto's face. "After you escaped from Odagiri, Mio-chan's condition worsen." Yuto looked up in the sky. He could remember the time before his younger sister died.
Mio smiled, looking at his brother. "Onii-chan, now that I'm gone, nothing is holding you back. G-Go."
"Yuto, you're still my best friend, aren't you?" Yamada asked. Yuto nodded his head. "Good," Yamada smiled, as he rested his head on Yuto's shoulder.
"I will protect you, Ryo-chan."
Yamada chuckled. "Then, what about Morimoto Ryutaro?"
Yuto was a little bit startled to hear Ryutaro's voice. "What about him?"
Yamada sat up straight again, and looked at Yuto with an amused expression. "Come on! I saw how Morimoto Ryutaro looks at you, and come to think of it, I bet that was why he was hostile towards me."
Yuto raised an eyebrow. "I believe you were the one who was acting hostile." Before Yamada could retort,
Yuto gave him the 'don't-try-to-deny-it' look.
Yamada puffed his cheeks. "Fine!" After a while, Yamada sighed. "But seriously though...Yuto, what are you going to do?" He looked at Yuto in the eyes. "I've found my family now. Keito and oji-san are both very protective of me, and now...Takaki-kun too." He blushed thinking of Takaki.
Yuto smirked. "I know you love being the mathcmaker, but unfortunately, I only think of Ryutaro as my own brother."
"Have you told him that?" Yamada asked, resting his head on Yuto's shoulder again.
"Yes."
"I take that he didn't take it too well?" Yuto simply nodded his head. "Don't worry," Yamada said again. "One day, he'll see."
tbc