Today i clean up the house and watch some TV, and also did some painting in the 1 bedroom so I can get it ready to be the computer room where I'm going to but TV up there and some other stuff where I can relax. Its nice day here and I haven't been out side because of the heat. Made some cards to send to friends. And have to go see a doctor tonight ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was trying to start the lawnmower and the cord snap out of my had and I fell down and hurt my knee and mess up my lower back. Luckly I didn't get hurt really bad so from know on I'm not touching that mower cause its death trap on me, I even told Tom that I wasn't mowing the yard that it was his job to do it. I called the doctor and told ( Read more... )

I guess that no matter what I do for anyone I get treat like shit cause of all the people that have act stupid,they have to act like stupid jerks cause they don't get there own way. It don't matter cause they dont have life at they think that Tom is king shit when they can tell him what to do and he listen to them. I feel that his friends are dorks ( Read more... )

I'm just feeling like I over did it today, I had fun when I grill out and help mow a lawn,but got upset when my friends two daughter had started to get mouthy with meand Tom and couldn't watch these two boys like they should. If they where my two kids I would of had someone lost old watch them cause there daughter didn't even care about it they ( Read more... )

I thought everyone in the chatroom was my friends but i guess I was wrong the only one that really cares about me is jenn because she doesn't make fun of me and treat me as if I'm bad person just cause I said stuff cause I was in good mood and everyone else just took the happiness away by calling me a badass. I think that it was very rude for them ( Read more... )

Today I went shopping to pick up some stuff to make cards and also got to minuter roses plant to plant in my yard to memories of my grand parents that had left my life. Things are starting to look good in my life,I'm starting to get out more and doing alot of walking and playing with the dogs. The reason why I'm not marring Tom is because I'm not ( Read more... )

Here I am wide wake not beable to sleep cause there are alot stuff that I'm thinking about and not sure how to fix what bothering me. I've been in treatment for my problem for the past 18 years and I finely figure out that there are people that really do care about everyone, I've had hard time trusting doctors and everyone else that help get to ( Read more... )

Jenn I know that you will be true friend for me cause you care so much about me and I know that you understand everything I say to ya. i hope the at you get better soon. Cause when you hurt i hurt I had feeling something happen to you but wasn't sure. I'm going to be okay. To me true friend is alway there when someone just need to talk. And give me ( Read more... )