gotta love when some retarded loser living in the ghetto on a whim takes a crowbar to your car but is too much of a moron to actually break in....but merely bashes the hell outta the roof. gotta fucking love how things like that happen when you were alread lower than you thought you could get.

somehow i have managed to fudge things up for myself so bad that i dont care about anything anymore. if im not thinking about sleep then im thinking about nothing. i am empty and worthless to everyone and everything around me. dont put ur faith, trust, or love into someone like me, i have no self control and plenty of people have made it evident ( Read more... )

40 dollar parking tix rock

anyone want to revise an 8 page history research paper???? i sure as freak dont

ooooo i'll be home soon. i bet you are all jumping for joy!

so...someone please call my parents and tell them that they should just be ok with me getting a street bike...because im getting one regardless.

things a i wanna do: be good at guitar, spend time with my friends and g/f, fucking relax ( Read more... )

good weekend that went too fast: joe, raj, and melanie came to see me. thanks guys for coming, i had a great time.

not much else to say....just happy

so i surpised melanie today sorta...i missed her so much and just wanted her to understand once and for all how i felt about her. id go through anything for her, but i still dont think she understands completely. well i guess each day is another step in that direction. im so glad to be living....things go up and down, im tired or worrying about ( Read more... )

so, everyone else was usin sprang break pics, though i might too, considering i took like 150. J boy needs to get me a cd with all his on it.

so i been chill lately, got a bit more caught up in math, im feeling ok, kinda depressed. wondering what the hell is going on....need a nap. i go play guitar now

so i sat next to michel cooper in history today....sweet. well really stank, cuz his breath was rank as fuck, but still, hes a bad ass...and hes not that big either, weird how the little guy can run the ball that well. the weird thing is....i was getting answers for the survey sheets off him, and he was nice about it....and david pollack was ( Read more... )

i feel empty despite the fact that i've made it through another hell week. i thought things were going well....maybe we can learn to communicate. now i just feel sick...i miss you. i hurt so much over this, when its supposed to make me happy. well tomorrow is another day and another chance, i'll make it one day, sooner or later, back into your ( Read more... )