so...what a weird ass break its been so far. its been nothing be psycho drama from every angle and quite frankly im ready to either shut everyone out and head to melanies to stay forever, or go back to athens and chill with david where life is a whole lot simpler and relaxing (no super bitch moms and my freedom and place, no matter how meager it is ( Read more... )

so, psych=A+,Precalc=A+,EnglishB+,Busn=A+,Geography=A

so much for it being harder than i thought....well really it was. but i am just the shit and a half. *crowd claps* *modest bow*

i thought i was ok

waves of nausea are ingulfing me. why do people keep stealing what is mine.

eventually, you must give your everything away to someone in your life. you will be much happier, but you'll feel sorrows like you've never known.

"...I won't put my hands up and surrender, there will be no white flag above my door. I'm in love and always will be."

im sorry if i hurt anyones feelings with my last few comments. i love my friends and dont want them to give up on me. i appreciate attempts to spur me, to talk to me, to give me advice...and im sorry if they dont elicit the response desired but im a really messed up individual right now. atleast i am compared to what i used to be. forgive me please ( Read more... )

you know what. fine. tell people shit behind my back, blame it all on me. but you know what ur gonna get in return. a big fuck you. i dont care anymore. its your fault this time, im not taking shit for this. i have my own fucking problems to deal with w/o YOU on my fucking back making me feel like shit. go away and stay.

i have decided im not worth being friends with. give up on me.

the only thing i am good for is...well, i cant think of much. i occasionally can make you laugh with a crude joke. but who wants that all the time. maybe someday i'll come out of this stupor. maybe someday i'll realize im drowning myself in uselessness, and step up and fight.

UNCLE SAM SAYS:
"i want you to eat shit"

in the mind of madness is where i like to live. where chipmunks smoke bowls and the golden girls flash their wrinkled action to whoever they please.

agh, life sucks ( Read more... )

betcha cant eat just one