Comments | ladii_lala: "my heart is just so hurt."

ladii_lala

"my heart is just so hurt."

Jan 04, 2005 12:57

damn theres only so much i can take. . . my heart has been broken so many times whit this sorry asz no good nigga. i stay stressin him like a fukkin idiot, yesterday i was at my baby daddyz house he wasnt there it was me & his mom cuz he lied 2 his mom and said he was goin 2 look 4 jobz when in reality he went 2 sum chickz house. so i was lookin at ( Read more... )

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beefs_wifey January 4 2005, 15:41:50 UTC

WOW MAMA, why do you put up with that shit! just cause he your baby daddy! let me tell you, you don't need all that shit. he is showing you that he rather go fuck a lil 15 yrs old then be with his son or you (i'm sorry if you get mad, i'm just telling you what i feel). i think you should put him on child support and fuck him. he doesn't desever to be a father. youll find a good man that will love you and will be a dad to your son. i told you before that you can be the baby mom, dad, & best friend. he doesn't need to be with a man like that. anyone can be a dad but it takes a real mam to be a father . (i think that how the quote goes) it hurt me to see you in that pain. just leave him alone. you don't need all that pain and drama. <333

ladii_lala January 4 2005, 18:10:30 UTC

girl i'm an idiot cuz i give him soo many chances cuz im like damn hes my baby daddy or w/e like an idiot., but who the fuk cares. ah well hes no good, i dont need him he needs me if anything. yes he'd rather fuck 15 year old sluts then be with the most precious living being his son. that shit hurts but its reality & i gotta deal wit it., life is gonna bite him in the ass hes gonna regret all this shit he has ever done and by the time he does its gonna be toooo late.. i have so much hate 4 him girl words cant even describe. i wish i would have picked some-1 better to get pregnant by i thought he would have changed when the baby came but he only got worse, his top priority is either his friends or hoes, nuttin else matters. i gotta be strong and do what i gotta do and when he calls i will not answer , he can go to hell. ive been depressed ever since the baby came & i cant be that way. cuz he sure as hell isnt stressin mee. god will send me some-1 good , i guess it juz takes time. . . muchOo luv mama...!!! <333

beefs_wifey January 8 2005, 22:21:52 UTC

True! You know what your doing, thats good. Your not going to do the wrong thing! I'm glad you got your mind on right =)

your_only_wish January 4 2005, 16:54:16 UTC

woah lil mama..im so sorry that you gotta be going through all of this but u are a very smart girl and i know you wont sit for that shit. u got ur son you know and he needs to grow up hell be the one missing out if he dosent. you dont need extra stress...raising a baby is tough already as it is..you know. i know you will do the best thing for yourself and your son...and it does suck that when ur so nice bad things happen to you but trust me that it dosent ever go unnoticed. in time everything will fall into place
chin up dear.
<3

mszjessy January 4 2005, 20:07:22 UTC

damn man.. fuck that nigga. he doesnt deserve you nor your child. regardless if he's the babys daddy how the hell if he gonna deny his own kid? that's fucked up.. ur baby doesnt deserve that and niether do u. like beefs_wifey said, put that nigga on child support and forget about him. u'll find someone worthy of ur time that will be there for ur baby and u at all times u dont need to be stressing over some guy that doesnt care about u or ur son. -sigh- <3333

obsessions_ January 5 2005, 06:05:24 UTC

you know your homeqirl qotta qo head and comment on it.. i told you your a GREAT person with a BIG heart niqquh and tha niqquh keepz fokn with you and your emotionz and crushinq you to death.. i told already FOK HIM and his boof azz mama , fake azz tryna be friendly with yo azz when she know she on her sonz side and pushinq him to do wha he do to you.. im here for you and carmelo always ma when you need it..

dont let him qet the best of you and who you are.. let carmelo have it all he deserves it not rahmish.. luh you alwayz..<33

_sexii_ January 6 2005, 10:08:33 UTC

hey mama droped in to tell you, u have a beautiful baby
and qod bless his cute ness .. i saw ur journal throu infamous ladii
shes unda my friends .. pero hit me up when u qet dis.

ladii_lala January 7 2005, 05:35:27 UTC

awwhh thankz mama....imma add you , add me back ok ??? holla <333