so tonight im sitting at home with nothing to do. Its not that i don't have anything to do .. because i was offered many things to do.. i could of gone out with kyle and john and partied it up all night. or gone out to lake isabella for the weekend and had fun. but no.. why i'm a becoming such a loner. Mostly i think its because of my boyfriend. ( Read more... )

i had an amazing night last night but i can't remember what happened.. at least not in detail.. and why you ask...well because i was high again. I need to stop smoking because i always forget everything that happens. And it as super weird this morning because i woke up and looked in the mirror and i had a huge hickey on my neck but i have no clue ( Read more... )

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so this weekend im supposed to be spending the weekend out.. but and going to disneyland tomorrow but as usual something has come up.. disneyland isn't even that big of a deal this time..i really just want to get out of the house and i would be getting the chance to spend the weekend with my boyfriend... but now my mom is fliping the script and ( Read more... )

.. my sad phase is over, im happy about that. Thank god for dumb people because without them i don't think i would ever feel better ( Read more... )

god i wish i could be happy...
life fucking sucks right now...

thats all

omg i'm so fucking tired to today and i have no clue why.. first off yesterday i got to sleep in a lil .. until brian called me and woke me up at like 11 so then i had to hope in the shower all fast and go around with him supposedly shopping but we never got around to that cuz i had to go see my boo.. anyway after all that i got home at like 5:30 ( Read more... )

so this morning i got in a huge fight with my dad and a pretty much am moving out the second i turn 18... I really don't want to go into the details of the arguement because i'm getting over it.. I want a nextel as of right now. So my next major purchase is the nextel i860.. But only problem is im not 18 and am not with nextel so i have to find ( Read more... )

so my day at work was so boring. but i got off earlier which was tight then i got to see my baby and i found out that he got suspended for leaving at lunch and going to get mcdonalds..but whatever.. im supposed to take brian shopping tomorrow but i have no clue where to look for boys clothes ( Read more... )

so my weekend was extremely interesting ( Read more... )