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[lady1trackmind]

I seriously don't know how to write anymore and it's driving me crazy. Without heroin it's like I have nothing to say. "it gets better, it gets easier, blah blah blah" I'm so sick of hearing that. To anyone reading this trying to get clean, sorry to be a dick but IT DOESN'T.

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--seriously. It doesn't.

[x_veinityfaiirx]

Heroin makes it ..perfect. Gorgeous-amazing...and after you know that? WTF. Really. Is there actually a greater "inspirer". (cannot compete with that).
CLeAN.

(CleaN CLEAN).

-Good Luck Love.- -seriously-

I don't know what your reason is.. but I hope you make it through.
And then someday.. if you want. You can enjoy it aLL again. <3

*Love & Tradgedy* inspire me.
--H is both.

anyway. xoxo.
VeinityFaiir.

[rob_danger]

heroin is just a , dramatic rendition of living fast. even for people whose drug was not heroin but was simply alcohol, fastfood, or better yet, blowing years worth of cash on backpacking the world, eventually we all reach an age , or a time where , living a day to day , not-so-exciting or story-worthy lifetime will come, either that or we die burning out.

i was thinking of this while visiting my cousins bay-house here at the Jersey shore, and listening to the chatter out in the neighborhood, its all about "hey did you hear it might rain" "hey want pizza for dinner" "hey did you see joeys new RV?" it seems like whether we create or situate , life slows down to the ppoint that the days high point is "whats for dinner".

the drat exists even without heroin being involved.

heroin just makes the dilemna of life more mind-fuckey once one attempts to close that chapter forever, (or re-read it again ) ... (and again) .... (and stop) .... (and years later again) (a hundred more agains)