me = whiney
It's only when I go through other ppl's LJs that I really realize how very, very dull I am and seriously see exactly why my fics can splutter dead in the water. Everybody else seems to be so energetic and filled with slang, interesting news, and totally captivating fics.
Okay, this is me being so whiney but can't help it at the moment. I'm dazzled by the various net-personalities and hurt at how much of a non-entity I am.
It probably doesn't help that I'm also going cross-eyed as I realize how very, very bad my study habits are, how I truly lack motivation and ambition, and how I'm going to absolutely die in my two accounting exams this weekend. CONSOLIDATION IS GOING TO DRIVE ME TO THE LOONY BIN!!!!
/wistful envy