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it's five thirty in the morning.... (warning depressed bitching)
so I'm sitting here nursing a smoke on my front porch. And I'm thinking...what else do I do but think these days. Anyway, The world keeps turning, people keep fucking people ovre, people die (a friend of the family passed away,so my house is just a joy to be in) And it's pushing closer and closer to the month that I was suposed to be free on, ( Read more... ) -
stopped caring
Finaly numb enough to not care...about anything...finaly....and funny enough..no drugs
Fuck it.
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If no man is an island, why do I see the water's rising?
I'm tired of being in exile...I am sick of my only window to the outside world is this compy I looking at right now. I'm sick of being lonely and pissed off, I'm sick of my shoulder aching everytime I rotate it. I"m tired of being lied to, I don't know if it's true but things don't fit right. I'm sick of being lost in my own world. I"m tired of him ( Read more... ) -
what Raymonds talk about over the dinner and outside for post meal smoke
SO Things are wiered......and it can be summed up in this...me and my brother were talking about stuff..and getting old came up ( Read more... ) -
So upset want to kill!!
So my day...was a day from hell..I stayed up all night completly fucked up from this whole shoulder thing. I had to go talk to the surgon today. So I came in..so hyper because I was burning the last bits of oil left in my chamber so that I could be worth a warm pitcher spit ( Read more... ) -
Kanar Update (OMG MEL IS DOING AN UPDATE)
Well I finaly sucked it up and shook out the girly clothes and hit the field, mostly because if I had to smell musty basment another min I think I was going to die. At Anyrate I threw on some clothes and wandered out there and a great time! I was all suprised honistly. I Mean I wasn't invloved in the plots *OMG like that's a supirse* But it was ( Read more... )
