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I do so much better when I'm outside. In the house I feel stuck and it's almost as if I can feel my life just draining away into nothing. I went for a walk today. I just wanted to see the block and how the snow was doing. I like how things look here. It's all just so different from home ( Read more... ) -
Michael tried to kill me tonight.
Blizzard warnings for Boston and the surrounding areas. News and God tell us to stay inside where it's safe. Mike however says FUCK IT and we get in his truck to do donuts through out the city.
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I'm ready for another adventure. Being home makes me stir crazy. I've never had so much time on my hands to do nothing. I'd like to go into New York but everyone is gone or busy with Christmas to play tourist with me.
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I can't seem to shake this really sad feeling I've had for the last few days. There's no real reason for it, not one that I can think of at least. I just feel horrible ( Read more... ) -
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I'm having trouble sleeping. I keep waking up at random early times during the night and then not being able to sleep.
Like right now!
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Still in California. Will be heading back to Boston on Monday. My friends are asking me to extend my trip by another week so we can play longer. I think its time for me to head home though. Time to really focus on whatever the hell it is I'm working towards in this new life. -
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Monday was my last day at work. After 13 years it was kind of odd to walk out that door for the last time. Just weird ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sitting in my room and I hear my mom in the living room say, "What I want you to do is get a wash cloth, get in the tub, fill the tub up with water and scrub the 4 inches of dirt off your ankles you nasty fuck". And then my 12 year old brother comes down the hall giggling and tells me to shut up cause I'm laughing at him ( Read more... ) -
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blah blah blah i'm over tired. blah blah blah i think i'm getting sick. blah blah blah i'm starting to stress some and it's irritating.
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