What happened to my work ethic? It used to be so good, and now not so much. I would like to say that it is just this summer, or the last six months, but it has been all year. I'm just not into it anymore. Part of me is thinking it is because I'm not suppose to be a Biologist, and maybe I am holding on to a childhood dream too much. Another ( Read more... )

Training is OVER!!!!!!! I have my first shift on Friday night :-) Two tables, we'll see what happens :-)

I have a job!!!! I finished my first day of training at 6 o'clock today. I will be a waitress at Texas Steakhouse in Christiansburg. Like all waitressing jobs, my pay will be all tips. I will be happy with between $125-$175 a week, but we will see. I should make a good deal of money because the menu is pretty high priced, at least for dinner ( Read more... )

Book list for the summer (please IM with any suggestions ( Read more... )

OK, so I moved in this weekend. The room is all set up and awesome. Still looking for a job, but it looks like I'm going to get one at Texas Steakhouse (aka The Mecca). I'm not really doing well with the studying thing. Test tomorrow, and yet, I can find the drive to read the three chapters that I need to. Hey, it is only ten to six, I have a ( Read more... )

Is there such a thing as a real lasting friendship? I still have hope, but the people of my inner circle keep stabbing me in the back. My trust is fading. I hope that this friendship that is hurt now is mendable, if this person that I love wants to throw it all away, all the past years, memories, and friendship, away, then so be it. There are ( Read more... )

Something else I want to retire on my profile, but I liked, so I want to keep it somewhere ( Read more... )

OK, so I'm not going to finish the last post, mainly cause I don't feel like it. If you are curious, you can ask. But the great thing about this is I don't have to write anything I don't want to :-)

OK... so as most of you know I have the habit of telling my parents everything... well tonight was no exception. As you all also know, I have been thinking about a great many things this semester. I think I did get to telling one or both of my parents about everything going through my brain. The problem that would later arise, that ended the ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being alone. I want someone to care for me. I no longer want to be the third wheel, the cool single best friend. I want someone to see me, think of me, hold me, love me... I have just about given up in finding him. I know that I have to wait until the end of the summer, but what if it doesn't happen. I know that I said I can wait ( Read more... )