I can't do anything right ( Read more... )

please say a prayer for J , wether you believe in a god or not, just say a prayer that he doesnt suffer and that he goes peacefully.... that he goes knowing that we love him and that he is safe ( Read more... )

Today in what is sure to be known as my retail therapy period, after getting bad news about J i decided to go pick up a friend and go shopping for sweaters....which I did, but on the way there i discovered something. She lives in a neighbourhood i lived in for 3 and half years of my life and have however still beeen back there so often that it ( Read more... )

Just when things seemed to be getting better, the shit seems to want to hit the fan again. J is back in hospital again, apparently he had a massive temperature spike and Ruth insisted in admitting and monitoring him.....*sigh* I have never felt so helpless before. Its hard to be more than 3000 miles away and know that i cant come home for almost 4 ( Read more... )

I find that being back here turns me exactly into the kind of person - I am not back home in NZ. I dress like the people I normally raise an eyebrow at, well thats an exaggeration but I pay more attention to certain *Delhi* traits lets say ( Read more... )

Well here I am ….not quite sure what I’m doing here but none the less. May I say I hate this computer it drives me crazy ..seems to want to save up all the problems for when Im here to fix it! Well no that’s an exaggeration because it acts up all the time but it seems to like driving me mad. I misses my room in Chch being able to sit with my ( Read more... )

Its amazing what a month can be like, how everything in your life can change and you can re prioritize and gain a whole new perspective on everything. I dont think i will ever see anything again ever the way i used to. It's made me realize exactly how precious life is and thoose we love. Too have at times come so close to loosing everything has ( Read more... )

Last night J's mum and Dad went out and bought Sushi for the three of us, to eat during handover. The question was where to eat it, we finally settled on J's dad's office in the Human Resource office ( Read more... )

We used to watch Scrubs together for hours, and laugh like mad ( Read more... )

I dont think I will ever forget this year ( Read more... )