REMOVAL

[lady_lasha]

Yesterday was pain

Suction and removal

mentally minfucking me to the highest

Do i regret what I have done?.....

Slightly

I am not and was not ready.. I could not have taken care of you as you would have so needed.

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I did this entire thing alone........

I never asked for anything from YOU.. no money, no support

Comments

[angelcityblues]

I don't know what to say that won't sound stilted and wrong on every level.

Anger and fear are incredibly powerful, and they are just as destructive.

This, I think, is a time for introspection and self-love. I say this because I did it, too, and I didn't know what to think or feel, and to a large degree, I'm still very unresolved about my decision. It doesn't come with an instruction manual. Everybody talks about it like it's some sort of issue of women's rights but they never talk about the emotional costs. They reduce it to numbers and politics and nobody ever tells you what you're really in for.

Nobody was there for me, either. I never knew how to be bitter or angry about it so I bit my tongue and took the pain and turned it into something I could use. I use it every day.

My one chance, squandered. I hope you live with that forever. I never said anything about it. I live it every day of my life, and that's enough. He sees it every time he looks at me. I know that every time he lays eyes on me he will absolutely

[rain19]

*hug*