a real life update!
It's been...idk how long it's been, I don't particularly pay attention to my period other than "lololol has it come this month yet" (because I suppose I'm a lucky girl in that I don't get cramps when I have my period!), but at this point, I know it's been at least two months since my last one, maybe almost three. NO I HAVE NOT HAD SEX WITH ANYONE. By this point I'm sure I would have had morning sickness if I was pregnant ahaha...
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At this point, I am chalking it up to stress and anemia. Because I think anemia messes with your uterus...? o __ o; At any rate, I hope it's because of those things and not something else. But I'm still really worried about it. Three months is kind of a long time to go without a period...and as much as I hate it (if I did hate it that much; see above note about me being a lucky girl), it's something that is necessary for a female's health and all that stuff 8T
On that note: anemia! My sister went to the doctor's about a month ago, and they requested that she go back so they could get another blood sample from her. Turns out that she has anemia. Now that this is confirmed, I suspect that I might have it as well, considering the symptoms: restless leg syndrome, lack of concentration/focus, slight fatigue...
Ahaha I've always had restless leg syndrome-- does this mean I've always had anemia? But then that would mean my doctors before didn't catch it 8T
Anyways, I can't be sure unless I go to the doctor's myself and get checked out, but it would...kind of explain a lot?
On the school front: it's school, lol. I've noticed I've been kind of slacking on stuff lately...maybe because of my lack of focus as far as anemia is concerned? But it's not good to blame my slacking off on just that, I know. Either way, I haven't been doing well in my calculus class, for one. Let me reiterate again over various places on the Internet: I hate math and science. If I fail this class and have to retake it or some other calculus class again, I swear I will punch something. Like my pillow. Before I bawl my eyes out because of my failure.
My three other classes I'm doing decently well in. I'm on that A-/B+ fence that I love to straddle so often. Everything depends on the final test/essay, of course. But I'm fairly interested in them. Except for my current lectures in History of Western Art. We're moving towards modern art. Stuff like impressionism-- okay, I can deal with that. Stuff like this and this...okay, if you explain cubism to me in a vaguely understandable yet convoluted way, then yes, alright, it's fine. But then you get to something like this. And you lose my interest completely. Guh. I'm more interested in the classical all the way to...uh. Just before abstract art 8T
Those paintings are Les Grandes Boulevardes by Pierre Renoir, Les Demoiselles d'Avignon and Ma Jolie by Pablo Picasso, and Lavender Mist by Jackson Pollock, respectively, if anyone was curious. I'm sure people have seen these paintings before, since they're more on the well-known side in comparison to other works by the same authors.
And now for LJ stuff and roleplay. Still kind of miffed that Wonderland Wars shut down is shutting down so suddenly. My list of complaints is in my previous entry but...yeah, just not cool, anon mods. If you knew all of you had theses coming up, why not take in someone who isn't going to be busy with theses and show them the ropes, then let them take over while you're busy? Oh no wait, you guys didn't think it through. You guys didn't even think your plot through enough.
With rumors that the WLW mods came from Scorched who came from Discedo or some other crap, and with the track record those two games have, I'm starting to wonder if we have trolls on our hands or something :| Either way, I'll be headed with my lovely Kairi from WLW to route_29 soon. Maddy and I are sticking together 8> Pokemons would be cool, and if it's a jamjar-ish game then all the more better for me to develop Nami outside of an AU. WLW was supposed to do that, but whoop, not anymore.
I'm also planning on apping Mary Weather to polychromatic. I talked with the Cain-mun there last ATP, and I was interested-- buuut being the lazy butt that I am, I haven't thought about it until the new ATP came up and I remembered that I wanted to app there orz; The Sebastian slot over there is open as well. Considering I dropped from both XI and Marina (at IJ), I need a new place to stick him where I can play him OUly, other than Rivelata, which is dying a little anyways and I don't know if it can be revived. So if it doesn't revive then I have a place where I can place him.
...of course, this will all have to wait until after final exams, i.e. summer. Summer...isn't that far away, actually. Less than a month. Three weeks, in fact. Kind of jarring to think that I'll be done with my freshman year by then (...at least, time wise. Credit wise, I might still be a freshman when I go into my second year, and I don't like the sound of that...). I'll finally be able to get out of the dorm I am stuck in with my room mate. Unparalleled joy will be had on that last day, I say.
Speaking of summer: I hate bugs and I hate itchy bug bites 8|
One last final thing-- Veda recently gave me a download of this lovely yaoi dating sim game thing, though it's really not a dating sim...anyways, it's called Absolute Obedience. Well, it's yaoi, and uncensored for the most part, but it is delicious and it is wonderful. I ship Kia/Louise so hard (lololol pun not intended, really) now, even if the game implies that they might become related in some way in the future...? o __ o Kia's mother and Louise's father dating...would that make them step-brothers or half-brothers? Anyways, the stories behind each 'case' is really interesting-- without the porn, the stories could stand alone, really. Kind of. So it's not technically a PWP, I think.
...the only reason I mention this is that I kind of want to make a Kia or Louise RP journal (leaning more towards Kia since Sebastian's personality miiiiight bleed a little bit into Louise's), and I'm wondering if tis a trainwreck waiting to happen. Or something. I'll do it anyways when I have time.
Oh, and this month's Kuroshitsuji sucked 8|
That's all, bai ♥
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At this point, I am chalking it up to stress and anemia. Because I think anemia messes with your uterus...? o __ o; At any rate, I hope it's because of those things and not something else. But I'm still really worried about it. Three months is kind of a long time to go without a period...and as much as I hate it (if I did hate it that much; see above note about me being a lucky girl), it's something that is necessary for a female's health and all that stuff 8T
On that note: anemia! My sister went to the doctor's about a month ago, and they requested that she go back so they could get another blood sample from her. Turns out that she has anemia. Now that this is confirmed, I suspect that I might have it as well, considering the symptoms: restless leg syndrome, lack of concentration/focus, slight fatigue...
Ahaha I've always had restless leg syndrome-- does this mean I've always had anemia? But then that would mean my doctors before didn't catch it 8T
Anyways, I can't be sure unless I go to the doctor's myself and get checked out, but it would...kind of explain a lot?
On the school front: it's school, lol. I've noticed I've been kind of slacking on stuff lately...maybe because of my lack of focus as far as anemia is concerned? But it's not good to blame my slacking off on just that, I know. Either way, I haven't been doing well in my calculus class, for one. Let me reiterate again over various places on the Internet: I hate math and science. If I fail this class and have to retake it or some other calculus class again, I swear I will punch something. Like my pillow. Before I bawl my eyes out because of my failure.
My three other classes I'm doing decently well in. I'm on that A-/B+ fence that I love to straddle so often. Everything depends on the final test/essay, of course. But I'm fairly interested in them. Except for my current lectures in History of Western Art. We're moving towards modern art. Stuff like impressionism-- okay, I can deal with that. Stuff like this and this...okay, if you explain cubism to me in a vaguely understandable yet convoluted way, then yes, alright, it's fine. But then you get to something like this. And you lose my interest completely. Guh. I'm more interested in the classical all the way to...uh. Just before abstract art 8T
Those paintings are Les Grandes Boulevardes by Pierre Renoir, Les Demoiselles d'Avignon and Ma Jolie by Pablo Picasso, and Lavender Mist by Jackson Pollock, respectively, if anyone was curious. I'm sure people have seen these paintings before, since they're more on the well-known side in comparison to other works by the same authors.
And now for LJ stuff and roleplay. Still kind of miffed that Wonderland Wars shut down is shutting down so suddenly. My list of complaints is in my previous entry but...yeah, just not cool, anon mods. If you knew all of you had theses coming up, why not take in someone who isn't going to be busy with theses and show them the ropes, then let them take over while you're busy? Oh no wait, you guys didn't think it through. You guys didn't even think your plot through enough.
With rumors that the WLW mods came from Scorched who came from Discedo or some other crap, and with the track record those two games have, I'm starting to wonder if we have trolls on our hands or something :| Either way, I'll be headed with my lovely Kairi from WLW to route_29 soon. Maddy and I are sticking together 8> Pokemons would be cool, and if it's a jamjar-ish game then all the more better for me to develop Nami outside of an AU. WLW was supposed to do that, but whoop, not anymore.
I'm also planning on apping Mary Weather to polychromatic. I talked with the Cain-mun there last ATP, and I was interested-- buuut being the lazy butt that I am, I haven't thought about it until the new ATP came up and I remembered that I wanted to app there orz; The Sebastian slot over there is open as well. Considering I dropped from both XI and Marina (at IJ), I need a new place to stick him where I can play him OUly, other than Rivelata, which is dying a little anyways and I don't know if it can be revived. So if it doesn't revive then I have a place where I can place him.
...of course, this will all have to wait until after final exams, i.e. summer. Summer...isn't that far away, actually. Less than a month. Three weeks, in fact. Kind of jarring to think that I'll be done with my freshman year by then (...at least, time wise. Credit wise, I might still be a freshman when I go into my second year, and I don't like the sound of that...). I'll finally be able to get out of the dorm I am stuck in with my room mate. Unparalleled joy will be had on that last day, I say.
Speaking of summer: I hate bugs and I hate itchy bug bites 8|
One last final thing-- Veda recently gave me a download of this lovely yaoi dating sim game thing, though it's really not a dating sim...anyways, it's called Absolute Obedience. Well, it's yaoi, and uncensored for the most part, but it is delicious and it is wonderful. I ship Kia/Louise so hard (lololol pun not intended, really) now, even if the game implies that they might become related in some way in the future...? o __ o Kia's mother and Louise's father dating...would that make them step-brothers or half-brothers? Anyways, the stories behind each 'case' is really interesting-- without the porn, the stories could stand alone, really. Kind of. So it's not technically a PWP, I think.
...the only reason I mention this is that I kind of want to make a Kia or Louise RP journal (leaning more towards Kia since Sebastian's personality miiiiight bleed a little bit into Louise's), and I'm wondering if tis a trainwreck waiting to happen. Or something. I'll do it anyways when I have time.
Oh, and this month's Kuroshitsuji sucked 8|
That's all, bai ♥