not sure if i'll be on line... mark gets paid friday and cable was due today (two months behind) and is due to be shut off. cells are already off. yep. fun fun. time to grovel again to my mom.
been a while since i've logged on to lj. sorry... i read back to november 18th then i have to admit defeat to the benadryl. been a rough week here. might mention more later but i think i want to just pretend for a while. tomorrow is december which means my hated month of november is over thank God. yay for Christmas! and night. bed for me!
why do i work myself up so much? i have to remember that God will provide for me. and He did. longevity check plus commission check for mark = bills paid (late but paid) and the whole clusterfuck of last month is done. nothing even gets cut off LOL. thanks God. i needed that.
not up to going into details atm but wanted to mention... conner fell in the driveway today. six+ numbing shots, multiple flushings, stone removals, and 7 stitches... i saw my child's exposed muscle today... he is so brave and tough...