HEllO my friends. I can not believe how long it has been since I have written in here. So many things have happened to me! To start off after my last entry I sent an email telling Bryan how I felt about him and he was like "I love you like a sister." So around that time I knew this girl Shari and she and I started talking. She realized how I felt ( Read more... )

Hello my friends from my live journal community. I got an message saying don't forget about me so i'm here saying I'm haven't forgotten. I've been bad with my livejournal and for that i'm sorry. From my last message, I have come to terms with the whole bryan situation. We are friends and thats it. Its fine. I mean I still love him but I can deal ( Read more... )

Ok well as most of you know now...Bryan is the main guy in my life and I know how annoying it must be to read my entries and see bryan-bryan-bryan-bryan ok sorry got a bit carried away there. What I have realized is that stressing over him isn't going to help a damn thing now is it? I mean yes i love him...maybe but its not helping the matter with ( Read more... )

Peace is a word thrown around often. Peace and quiet and things like that. But what is peace. Peace to me is knowing that my friends are alright and no longer mad at me, my brother is dumping his bitchy/slutty wife and that even though I have 18 credits I can relax since i'm quitting my job so this way i won't tear my hair out. I have been ( Read more... )

OK my dear friends at livejournal..this is going to be a very long journal entry plus its probably going to be repetitive. Lets see...well to recap..i started liking one of my friends..his name is bryan and we became really close...and i liked him second semester of Freshman year. So yes over the summer..i tried to forget him but nope still like ( Read more... )

As I sit here with my brother watching the Best of Saturday Night Live, I can't help but be thankful for the gift of laughter. It helps you overcome everything and it cleansens the soul. I love to be able to laugh especially after the worse day of my life at work. I know that I complain about working at JCPenney's but its really not that bad except ( Read more... )

OMG i can't survive. I miss my freedom. It sucks being home....i'm like five minutes away from my house and my mom freaks out. ITS soooo fucking annoying. I miss my freedom...do what I want when I want it. Work sucked today cuz i made some mistakes and Jeff whose in charge of Loss Prevention kept throwing them down my throat. I mean I know that I ( Read more... )

I have been told to talk to Bryan about a relationship from a very good friend of mine. The thing about it though is that I don't think about him a lot anymore. I mean I still like him but its different. Not talking to him isn't as hard as it once was. I know that its only been what? three...two...weeks since the end of school but it did feel as ( Read more... )

THIS IS ABSOLUTLY REDICULOUS...WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE SO MUCH. Why is this annoying me so much? Bryan is on and I haven't talked to him for a week and i'm quite proud of myself right and now its bugging me that he's on and I want to talk to him. If I talk to him then it will ruin everything that i've accomplished plus all of my plans like not ( Read more... )

I'm good!!! I am soooo good!!! I have decided that I will never ever talk to Bryan again over this summer. I am a strong woman as my lovely friend pointed out...plus I have my friends who love me for me...who needs guys? Who needs the stress and the uncertainity and everything like that? When I was seventeen I decided that I don't have a soulmate ( Read more... )