Where has my happiness run off to? （ ＴДＴ）
Wwhhhyy ohh whyyyy am I suffering from so much tragic animes these days o(╥﹏╥)o
First, it had to be the classic Ai no Kusabi, just found out there was supposed to be a 13 episodes which got cancelled due to funding problems p(´⌒｀｡q) Gawd the endings...they're soooo tragic, dammmnn!!! Can't they have a straight out "I fucking love you, so let's be together even in death" and THEN kill them off??? ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ
To make matters worse, I went scavenging the net for the novels only to found out volume 7 was on hold, seriously..（x_x；） But the details in the novel is much fun, it explains the holes in the anime, but I still want that vol 7~~!!
Must get over this...but too late, I was infatuated and I must have my happy endings, no matter wutttss~~so I went browsing the fanfiction, the smartest move I've done in the past month ψ(｀∇´)ψ I found this precious jewel hidden beneath layers of other fanfiction -> Forever Caged, by the lovely savagehunger47. A huge relief, I assure you as her fic has chained me to my phone from the first chapter 'till the current one. Much action (yes there is action, I don't care much for pure lovey-dovey stories), OC characters(thank god her Riki is not a whore and her Iason is a not some emo kid unlike other fics I've seen), smexy love love scene, a great plot that makes you wanna read more and most of all...it follows where the novel left off. I shall read it as a sequel. What? There was no official sequel? *stab* Don't burst my happy bubble. A sequel, yayyy ＼(*T▽T*)／
Don't even try to suggest Taming Riki to me..I've seen some snippets, cuts from that one, and I don't want to have anything to do with the fic ヾ(。￣□￣)ﾂ
And what's up with Code Geass?!!! Ohh my poor Lulu..you can't just break free from the deaths of your loved ones, don't you.. To be reunited with Suzaku only to find out he's on the opposite side of the war. To finally be able to call a truce with Euphemia only to have her forced to abandon everything you two have build up. To got yourself a brother only to have him sacrificed himself to save you. To find love in Shirley only to have her die from misunderstanding. To have become public enemy/hero for Nunnaly only to have her stand against you.
And most of all..worst of it all..to have you give your own life to unite the world so they will stand as one and have you as their biggest enemy and no one were to know of the greatest deed you have done for them to have a better tomorrow o(╥﹏╥)o
And yet I can't find it in myself to imagine a better ending than this one. It just felt so..perfect in spite of the whole tragedy that Lulu went through. I bow to your mind-fuckary, CLAMP <(_ _)>
Next, I had had had to got myself Kōtetsu_Sangokushi.. I have to prepare myself for another tragedy again if what I've seen from the AMVs are anything to go by.. ﾍ(￣ ￣;ﾍ)
First, it had to be the classic Ai no Kusabi, just found out there was supposed to be a 13 episodes which got cancelled due to funding problems p(´⌒｀｡q) Gawd the endings...they're soooo tragic, dammmnn!!! Can't they have a straight out "I fucking love you, so let's be together even in death" and THEN kill them off??? ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ
To make matters worse, I went scavenging the net for the novels only to found out volume 7 was on hold, seriously..（x_x；） But the details in the novel is much fun, it explains the holes in the anime, but I still want that vol 7~~!!
Must get over this...but too late, I was infatuated and I must have my happy endings, no matter wutttss~~so I went browsing the fanfiction, the smartest move I've done in the past month ψ(｀∇´)ψ I found this precious jewel hidden beneath layers of other fanfiction -> Forever Caged, by the lovely savagehunger47. A huge relief, I assure you as her fic has chained me to my phone from the first chapter 'till the current one. Much action (yes there is action, I don't care much for pure lovey-dovey stories), OC characters(thank god her Riki is not a whore and her Iason is a not some emo kid unlike other fics I've seen), smexy love love scene, a great plot that makes you wanna read more and most of all...it follows where the novel left off. I shall read it as a sequel. What? There was no official sequel? *stab* Don't burst my happy bubble. A sequel, yayyy ＼(*T▽T*)／
Don't even try to suggest Taming Riki to me..I've seen some snippets, cuts from that one, and I don't want to have anything to do with the fic ヾ(。￣□￣)ﾂ
And what's up with Code Geass?!!! Ohh my poor Lulu..you can't just break free from the deaths of your loved ones, don't you.. To be reunited with Suzaku only to find out he's on the opposite side of the war. To finally be able to call a truce with Euphemia only to have her forced to abandon everything you two have build up. To got yourself a brother only to have him sacrificed himself to save you. To find love in Shirley only to have her die from misunderstanding. To have become public enemy/hero for Nunnaly only to have her stand against you.
And most of all..worst of it all..to have you give your own life to unite the world so they will stand as one and have you as their biggest enemy and no one were to know of the greatest deed you have done for them to have a better tomorrow o(╥﹏╥)o
And yet I can't find it in myself to imagine a better ending than this one. It just felt so..perfect in spite of the whole tragedy that Lulu went through. I bow to your mind-fuckary, CLAMP <(_ _)>
Next, I had had had to got myself Kōtetsu_Sangokushi.. I have to prepare myself for another tragedy again if what I've seen from the AMVs are anything to go by.. ﾍ(￣ ￣;ﾍ)