i dunno, today kinda sucked. i woke up really late this afternoon to a much-needed thunderstorm practically flooding the neighborhood. i'm surprised there were no tornados with the way the wind was acting up. our power went out about 30 minutes into the storm. i'm not sure how long our lights were out, but they were back on by the time my mom and i ( Read more... )

all i'm doing is sitting here listening to the phantom of the opera soundtrack, and i've got chills. goosebumps flow up my hair-raised arms as the tears flow gently down my cheek to the keyboard below. this is truly the most beautiful music ever written. anyone who deprives themselves of these songs is depriving themselves the gift of music

yay! it's the 7th today, marking my 2-month anniversary with my baby! happy 2-month, sweety! i love you! *MWAH* i miss ben, but at least he was able to sign online in the night to let me know that he was thinking about me and didn't forget our special day. i hope his training is going well. we can't talk much these days as a result, but it's really ( Read more... )

it's a very slow and boring day. there's nothing to say or do, folks. sorry.

well, what could've and should've been an exciting day full of fun turned into nothing but a bunch of crap, in my opinion. right now i'm somewhere stuck in between hungry and feeling sick. i've been exhausted all day and i don't really understand why. i mean, i think i got enough sleep last night. oh well, i'm pretty much used to being tired ( Read more... )

i think my computer's officially fucked up for good. damnit! i'm going to bed. g'night!

it hasn't been a very productive day, but i can't complain. things are going good. andrea called and woke me up around twelve this morning asking if i wanted to come over and hang out with her at the apartment tomarrow night while shawn goes to his bachelor party. we're prolly gonna pick up some movie popcorn and watch lord of the rings again, haha ( Read more... )

i know i shouldn't really let this be getting to me, but kevin's really starting to get on my last fucking nerve. he's supposed to be the oh-so-sophisticated intellectual, yet he's being completely immature. i don't even really know what he's pissed about in the first place, but i do know it involves ben. he pulled this same shit back in december ( Read more... )

wow, now that i've started posting again it's like i'm a journal whore! aahhh! yeah, anyway...i just wrote a poem! it's not my greatest, but it works. obviously i've gotten my inspiration from johnny depp's fear and loathing in las vegas. just keep in mind, ya kinda need to see the movie in order to understand it.

Leaving Las Vegas, 3:43AM© ( Read more... )

alright, where to start? i'm sick of not updating this thing in forever, and lately i've been bored enough to crave a place to bitch about things, so obviously i'm back. *whisper* happy 8-week anniversary to my beautiful ben, sweety ( Read more... )