so yeah..

[ladyblackraven]

at this point in time.. i am really sad.. because i thought that a few people who i still called friends i guess really are not my friends.. btw.. thanks Shawn.. thats real nice of you.. done with everyone eh?.. after all the shit i did... nice... real nice.. i never asked for much of anything except for your friendship.. and your done?.. whatever

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NOT YOU SWEETIE!!!

[prince_valik]

You're one of the few people that I haven't mentioned within my poem, hugz*

Silly girl, you should know that I KNOW [not think] that you are and always were/will be/been there for me both in the past and in the future to come.

your sane/insane complex friend,

-Val

Re: NOT YOU SWEETIE!!!

[ladyblackraven]

sometimes you are so damn confusing Valik.. lol.. you know.. i was writing you an extrememly long letter on myspace.. i mean it wasn't nasty, but i was sad and disapointed.. and i know that i haven't really been around.. i have some health issues that i am dealing with.. somethings make you think differently about life.. and i have become more insecure about myself and things in my life than ever.. i was happy for a long time.. after i told mike and maura and a bunch of other people to go get fucked.. but now it seems that the rest of my friends are getting pissed off at me and for the most part have completely stoped talking to me.. they expect me to be the funny and amusing person i used to be.. well there are complications now.. and now, when i am being bouncy and happy.. its to keep myself from crying.. if the others that i call "friends" are not going to speak to me because of something.. then i guess it was a good thing that i didn't tell them, because i do not want their friendship out of sympathy... but in march when they had