soo.. i haven't updated in a bit.. i think this friday i am going to go to the chambers.. cuz i can.. but anyways.. i feel kinda unloved by some people.. like quite a few of my friends.. or my so called friends never called me on my birthday.. i mean its not like you didn't know when it was because i was planning to have a huge ass party because ( Read more... )

I am 100% Cancer Free!!!

so.. today.. actually in a few minuets i am going to call the dr's office.. because i don't want to go in at 9.. i feel sick.. my stomach is all in knots.. i just want to go away and everything to be better.. but i know i can't run from my problems.. i am so nervious... and then at one i get to go and get poked with needles.. pre surgery testing.. ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i have last up-dated.. well.. things to say.. it has been crazy.. recently i have been seeing more of doctors than i have wanted to.. and on the 19th i have to go to another doctors.. that is the day that i get evaluated again and basically i have to pick a date for me to get my surgery.. *sighs* i don't want to deal with ( Read more... )

so yeah.. the past couple of days i have been learning abunch of new things.. like who my real friends are and let me say i can count them on one hand with a few left over.. it seems that people who i thought i could trust are back-stabbing and the people who want my trust i can't really forgive them for things they have done.. life right now is ( Read more... )

heather, your the one who is running your mouth... i actually could give a fuck less.. and the only reason i showed your girl those is because kat said that she should know too.. so you know what.. whatever.. you can have your pictures back and i want my book back.. and that will be that.. i have learned a few things in the past couple days ( Read more... )

life seems to take many twists... i have been fine without an episode all week.. and then this morning i fuckin don't know what i was thinking.. gods.. men piss me off.. *sighs* i don't know what is the matter with me today..

well.... the past couple of days.. have been crazy... i have probably gotten like 9 hours of sleep since wednesday.. until today.. i slept from like 6pm until 2:12am... i have had so much fun this week too.. it has been a long ass time.. and ya know.. I FUCKIN HATE HICKIES... lol.. hickie wars.. hehe.. altho it have more than one meaning.. but hey ( Read more... )

last night was probably the best night of my life.. *big grins* i haven't had so much fun in a long ass time.. and i seen all of my friends.. and you know.. i even seen my ex and it didn't bother me to see her.. or her new whatever you want to call them.. and i have realised that 2 years without dick can make a person forget certian things.. lol.. ( Read more... )