the sadness kicks in...

[ladybug12]

if i could go back and change it all, i wouldn't. except maybe for some pain i caused... i'm so glad i had this in my life. but things will get better right? let's hope so. certainly not right away, but soon enough. thank you for everything. for the beginning, the end, and everything in between.

Comments

[niknak14]

ash... whats going on? im sooo sorry you are feeling sad! i miss you, we just need to hang out..... call me soon... i have like 2 days off next week, maybe one of them can be a hanging outage time....

[ladybug12]

one of those days is going to be us and the newsome brothers!!! most definitely!!! love you girl!

[qualtro12]

I hate to see my Ash upset! You deff need to come saturday, it is supposed to be awesome! In fact i might just kidnap you.

[ladybug12]

i'll be fine... that party sounds mighty nice! we're gonna have to kidnap some of my girlfriends, b/c they need to come too! ii'm sure you wouldn't mind that...

[llama_not_camel]

Yea.. you know how upset I am as well...Unbelievably...But you know inside that you wanted it to be like this... That's why it happened, but don't worry...you have nothing to worry about with getting someone better for you.. You are incredibly smart, beautiful, and sincere, when you want to be, more than anyone else...But you heard me say all this last night.

[ladybug12]

you can be so wonderful.

[ladybug12]

i fucking love you too ced!! i really do!