why now?

[ladybug724]

so have you ever felt like something is missing but you have no idea what it is? well thats how i feel, almost as if i lost something and i cant find it cause i cant remember what it is that i lost. i think i'm sinking into that dangerous place known as the depths of my mind. i've had too much time to think lately and not enough to think about

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[jellocake]

stop being emo. i KNOW you're stronger than this.

[ladybug724]

ok, no more emo, last night was just an emo night. even you have them sometimes. all is much better now, thanks for the kick in the pants.

[palexbluexangel]

i'm not going to say what i want to say, cuz i said it last time, and it'll never happen, so...

i'm interested in Buddhism. it calls to me, but i don't have the time to look into the way i want to. :( i will over break maybe, when i don't have to worry about stuff.

[ladybug724]

maybe not in florida, but someday you'll meet dan. i'd sneak you in my luggage if i could. and about the buddhism stuff, its really interesting, i recommend any amount of reading on it you can fit in. fortunately its not like the bible where you have to read a whole lot to get it. you can read stuff in little snippets and just see what you like. thats how i do it.

[palexbluexangel]

it's all cool :). yeah, i've read some. i bought a book on it, but i've only read a few pages. i'll get to it someday...