because I was tagged
Thank you, nolongernora this was an interesting thing to think about.
Look a your LJ friends list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends... DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation." Then tag five people.
1. You are the craziest little bit of wonderful I have ever met. Often, I wonder where you get your boundless joy and fire. I envy your beauty - inside and out - and I have never been happier that I went out with an asshole - because it meant that I got to meet you. I love you babe. (oh and your big hubby too.. even though he doesnt have an LJ that I know about - give him hugs from me!)
2. I admire your stength in getting through the terrible things that have happened to you this year. I think you are one of the sweetest people I know and your kids make me all warm and fuzzy inside. I know it seems like I am not around as much as I should be... but i also know you understand about scheduling and timing. We should make a point to get together more often. I miss you and always have such a good time when we have lunch or just go play with the kids.
3. I haven't known you long, but we seem to get a long really well. I love the way you laugh and how great you are with your kids. I wish we could spend more time together. I envy your talent and your brain. I think you dont give yourself enough credit sometimes. I know you have an awful lot on your plate most days, but I think it would be easier for you if you would lean on your friends more. (including me).
4. You are the most amazing man that I know well and am not attracted to physically. LOL I know you know that I am talking about you, because - sheesh.. sometimes I think there isnt anything you dont know. Ours has been an interesting and weird friendship from day one, but I am so glad we got past the weirdness that came when we almost messed it up. I love you more than I can describe - because of your wit, your brain, your dedication to your friends and family and your ability to make me smile by simply being you. I think you are one of the few people who get me - without even realizing how well you do. I have never been happier for you than I am about you and your new love. I wish we got to see each other more.
5. I think about you everyday. I miss you like I think I would miss one of my arms. I often think "man, ________ would love that." or "what would ____________ do in this situation. You are one of the only people I have ever been able to hear in my head ... when I need your wisdom and your wit. It's like we are connected somehow, and I love you so much that it hurts sometimes. When I decided to move, you were the biggest - and really the only important thing on the side that made me not want to go. I knew - because of you and your counsel - that I had to - even though I had to leave you- because it would be what was best for me and Leah and I know that is what you want for me. I admire you so much and it kills me that even though you say how great you are - sometimes I think you dont really even have a clue how enormous and wonderful your greatness is. I know that our mutual friends agree with me that you are like the sunshine - and the rain... you touch everyone you let inside your circle of friends in ways you dont even know- and you change people ... for the better. You are awesomness personified. I love you so much.
6. I love you and your wonderful husband - but I think I know you better than i know him so .. I am going to say these things to you.. and you can whisper to him "hey, Adria loves you too" I envy you and admire you. I hate to say the reasons because they seem so silly in print. I know you know better and dont take the wonder of life for granted though - you have a wonderful husband who gets you completely - and you get ot share your life with him. I admire you and envy you for that because of the courage and love and hard work it takes to have all that. I forgot to wish you two a happy anniversary though... ... happy happy... hugs and kisses!
7. My darling friend... I have known you longer than anyone else on my LJ friends list - and with the exception of ONE fight in 7 years -(man has it been that long?) we have had the most amazing friendship. I can call on you to be my shoulder to cry on, and sometimes I feel like no one knows me better. I love you so much and I miss you. I am so excited for you and your new life (even though I think no one is good enough for my wonderful friend) and so happy you have gotten out from under the thumb of "the witch". I love you chica.. more than i can tell you. I love your voice, and your talent and your beauty. I wish we could be closer, geographically.. but as long as you are living your life to the fullest ,,, like I know your free spirit needs... then I am happy.
8. My weirdest friend. you are the second person I ever added as a friend on my LJ. I love you. I admire your talent and your wit. I dont get you half of the time - but would give a lot of money to be able to write like you. I love your imagination and your determination. I admire that you go when and where you need to be for your music. I dont think I ever told you - but you are the only person who has ever convinced me that furries have any merit whatsoever. You do have the fur alter ego .. and as weird as I think it is.. it is also so much you... that I have to love it. YOu make me smile. I still listen to your music and smile... and remember those great times we had.
9. I havent known you long - but I feel like we could be great friends. You seem to get me like few others do... and I admire your imagination and talent. I am excited by the idea of knowing you better. I am honored and thrilled that you are letting me read your book and help you with it. I find you funny and warm and sincere. Its so refreshing to find that. I wish we could be closer geographically - i picture long talks at the coffee house .. or picnics where we talk about writing and books.
10. I chose to write this, even though I know you wont - cant read it. Maybe you can. Maybe this will get to you somehow. You are on my friends list because you reached out to me. You added me and commented on some things that i was having such a hard time with. I dont think I ever thanked you. I added you back, and then... just a year later.. you were gone.... I wanted to thank you for all you were and all you said... And now I will never get the chance to do so in person. I wish I could hug you and tell you how much everyone misses you since you have been gone. I wish I could tell you how much you meant to our mutual friends and to me. A terrible accident happend and took you away from us. I feel robbed.. because I didnt get to knwo you like i really wanted to. Even with the miles between us.. you were always such a good friend. and I feel pain.. because I know that even though its been almost a year, our friends are still in so much pain without you near. I wonder if you know how much you are missed. I wonder if you are looking down at us...
sometimes I think I feel you.
sometimes I wish I could feel you.
we all miss you so much.
I am so glad you are on my friends list... and that I at least get to see your name and remember - everytime I look at it.
thank you for being you.
Yes, honey - it really is all about you.
I tag crimsontyde375 , thomaswoof , kuroshii , missann3 ,and codewizrd
Look a your LJ friends list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends... DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation." Then tag five people.
1. You are the craziest little bit of wonderful I have ever met. Often, I wonder where you get your boundless joy and fire. I envy your beauty - inside and out - and I have never been happier that I went out with an asshole - because it meant that I got to meet you. I love you babe. (oh and your big hubby too.. even though he doesnt have an LJ that I know about - give him hugs from me!)
2. I admire your stength in getting through the terrible things that have happened to you this year. I think you are one of the sweetest people I know and your kids make me all warm and fuzzy inside. I know it seems like I am not around as much as I should be... but i also know you understand about scheduling and timing. We should make a point to get together more often. I miss you and always have such a good time when we have lunch or just go play with the kids.
3. I haven't known you long, but we seem to get a long really well. I love the way you laugh and how great you are with your kids. I wish we could spend more time together. I envy your talent and your brain. I think you dont give yourself enough credit sometimes. I know you have an awful lot on your plate most days, but I think it would be easier for you if you would lean on your friends more. (including me).
4. You are the most amazing man that I know well and am not attracted to physically. LOL I know you know that I am talking about you, because - sheesh.. sometimes I think there isnt anything you dont know. Ours has been an interesting and weird friendship from day one, but I am so glad we got past the weirdness that came when we almost messed it up. I love you more than I can describe - because of your wit, your brain, your dedication to your friends and family and your ability to make me smile by simply being you. I think you are one of the few people who get me - without even realizing how well you do. I have never been happier for you than I am about you and your new love. I wish we got to see each other more.
5. I think about you everyday. I miss you like I think I would miss one of my arms. I often think "man, ________ would love that." or "what would ____________ do in this situation. You are one of the only people I have ever been able to hear in my head ... when I need your wisdom and your wit. It's like we are connected somehow, and I love you so much that it hurts sometimes. When I decided to move, you were the biggest - and really the only important thing on the side that made me not want to go. I knew - because of you and your counsel - that I had to - even though I had to leave you- because it would be what was best for me and Leah and I know that is what you want for me. I admire you so much and it kills me that even though you say how great you are - sometimes I think you dont really even have a clue how enormous and wonderful your greatness is. I know that our mutual friends agree with me that you are like the sunshine - and the rain... you touch everyone you let inside your circle of friends in ways you dont even know- and you change people ... for the better. You are awesomness personified. I love you so much.
6. I love you and your wonderful husband - but I think I know you better than i know him so .. I am going to say these things to you.. and you can whisper to him "hey, Adria loves you too" I envy you and admire you. I hate to say the reasons because they seem so silly in print. I know you know better and dont take the wonder of life for granted though - you have a wonderful husband who gets you completely - and you get ot share your life with him. I admire you and envy you for that because of the courage and love and hard work it takes to have all that. I forgot to wish you two a happy anniversary though... ... happy happy... hugs and kisses!
7. My darling friend... I have known you longer than anyone else on my LJ friends list - and with the exception of ONE fight in 7 years -(man has it been that long?) we have had the most amazing friendship. I can call on you to be my shoulder to cry on, and sometimes I feel like no one knows me better. I love you so much and I miss you. I am so excited for you and your new life (even though I think no one is good enough for my wonderful friend) and so happy you have gotten out from under the thumb of "the witch". I love you chica.. more than i can tell you. I love your voice, and your talent and your beauty. I wish we could be closer, geographically.. but as long as you are living your life to the fullest ,,, like I know your free spirit needs... then I am happy.
8. My weirdest friend. you are the second person I ever added as a friend on my LJ. I love you. I admire your talent and your wit. I dont get you half of the time - but would give a lot of money to be able to write like you. I love your imagination and your determination. I admire that you go when and where you need to be for your music. I dont think I ever told you - but you are the only person who has ever convinced me that furries have any merit whatsoever. You do have the fur alter ego .. and as weird as I think it is.. it is also so much you... that I have to love it. YOu make me smile. I still listen to your music and smile... and remember those great times we had.
9. I havent known you long - but I feel like we could be great friends. You seem to get me like few others do... and I admire your imagination and talent. I am excited by the idea of knowing you better. I am honored and thrilled that you are letting me read your book and help you with it. I find you funny and warm and sincere. Its so refreshing to find that. I wish we could be closer geographically - i picture long talks at the coffee house .. or picnics where we talk about writing and books.
10. I chose to write this, even though I know you wont - cant read it. Maybe you can. Maybe this will get to you somehow. You are on my friends list because you reached out to me. You added me and commented on some things that i was having such a hard time with. I dont think I ever thanked you. I added you back, and then... just a year later.. you were gone.... I wanted to thank you for all you were and all you said... And now I will never get the chance to do so in person. I wish I could hug you and tell you how much everyone misses you since you have been gone. I wish I could tell you how much you meant to our mutual friends and to me. A terrible accident happend and took you away from us. I feel robbed.. because I didnt get to knwo you like i really wanted to. Even with the miles between us.. you were always such a good friend. and I feel pain.. because I know that even though its been almost a year, our friends are still in so much pain without you near. I wonder if you know how much you are missed. I wonder if you are looking down at us...
sometimes I think I feel you.
sometimes I wish I could feel you.
we all miss you so much.
I am so glad you are on my friends list... and that I at least get to see your name and remember - everytime I look at it.
thank you for being you.
Yes, honey - it really is all about you.
I tag crimsontyde375 , thomaswoof , kuroshii , missann3 ,and codewizrd