Feeling Better

[ladycamaro]

Thursday I woke up feeling very nauseous. I refused to eat for fear that it would make it worse. Went to register Kailee for Kindergarden. I found out that they don't have mid-day bus runs. So since she will be in the afternoon session, John will have to take her to school every day. That sucks! Considering how much the school taxes are, they

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[adaramccloud]

Glad you're feeling better than before. Guess you just need to eat more then, huh? Every month (or thereabouts) I get my period and there's like this rush of relief and a rush of disappoint, you know what I mean? Relief that I'm not pregnant and disappointment that I'm not pregnant. ~laughs~ I think we've talked about this before... so I was wondering if you kind of feel both about now as well...

[ladycamaro]

Yeah I guess it is my body saying that I am not eating well enough? I guess eating one, maybe two meals a day isn't good enough. ~laughs~ Or at least I have to spread it out. Cause I seem to get full quicker now as well. I don't understand it. Perhaps my stomach got smaller?

Yeah I know what you mean. I know the timing could not be worse, if I were to get pregnant. Yet I yearn for another baby. And considering that my cycles aren't clockwork. I can be a few days "late" and I start wondering, but then my period will appear. I go through the same rollercoaster ride that you do. And I know we have talked about it before. It is the oddest and silliest thing to try to describe. To know that it can wait for a better time. Though you can't help but be disappointed. As I said before, only women can really comprehend it in full. ~laughs~