Kat, you know what, when really was the last time you were strong? I hate to say it, but you were the one who isolated yourself, not the other way around. Having pity on yourself doesn't make anything better, and neither does sympathy. If you want things to be better then go out and do it instead of sitting in your room crying, and don't say "fuck you, you don't know" to me, cause I probably know more than you know. Nobody asked you to be strong or do anything for them, don't feel like you've had to lift so much when no one asked you to do anything. Everyone pretty much lets you do anything you want without any criticism or that of the like. If you have to "deal" with anything why are you so dependent on "medications" and other people, and don't tell me that you aren't. If you want life to be good you can't expect it just to happen, you have to work for it just like everyone else does
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I stopped taking my medications. Still pretending to. And I don't rely on others. I stopped that long ago. The one post I put up that actually says something besides lyrics 'tis misunderstood. That's why all I do 'tis put up lyrics. And I know that isolated myself, I needed to. I stand firm on my "no apologies" statement. I'm going back to lyrics and I'm not explaining myself to anyone. I can take care of myself and will continue to, I just needed to get it out. The End.
Well I guess that's good you stopped taking them. And don't stop putting up how you feel on account of my comment, if you need to get shit out, then get it out, nobody is going to think less of you if that is what you're afraid of. I simply stated my opinion much like you did yourself. I was searching for an apology, I was just trying to help.
And there's no "need" to isolate yourself. Even if you think it's beneficiary you need to realize that all that does is make things worse. You need to go out there and just be yourself, which will do more for you than isolation ever will.
kitten personally you should take your nmedicen, it does help I know it sucks, buuyt if you had cancer would you take your medication?? (because we know you couldn't live without them if you didn't) Same concept, just different disease. sorry i haven't called yet about being in town, things have been crazy my sister is moving in Austin and I am helping her I haven't gotten around to much, I will see if I can take a grey hound bus out there, but I am not sure when.... grrr I wish I was out there now, but if I come it won't be for more then a day or so, I know that sucks, but blaaa i have to get home for school, talk to ya soon,
'tis alright, and understand about the whole medication thing. I just don't want to be dependent on meds me whole life, so i stopped takng them to see how I do without them, to see if I do ok. have fun. slainte.
but kat you obviously aren't doing ok without your medication, and usually when people stop their medication they gradually shift off them. I don't know i guess since I take meds so I know where you are coming from, my adivse is to go back on theem, however its just a suggestion, you may initally choose for yourself- either live in misery or end it......even if that means through these pills. Tata
I'm not the one who diagnosed myself. And I'm also the one who decided to stop taking them and doesn't think the world will stop with the missing of a dosage. I'm not a hypochondriac. I don't have anything. I'm fine.
Hypochondria doesn't just mean that you diagnosed yourself....and I wasn't calling you one(your mother I could see pulling some shit like that). See Kat, there was NEVER anything wrong and you let people think that, you went for the tactic. And hell, did I mention any quams with you "missing a dosage", shit! throw those fucking bottles out the window.
it's my mom who goes crazy if i miss a dosage. and what if there was something wrong? not as much as they make it out to be, but something ... and i just shut the fuck up because when i protest it just gets worse.
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And there's no "need" to isolate yourself. Even if you think it's beneficiary you need to realize that all that does is make things worse. You need to go out there and just be yourself, which will do more for you than isolation ever will.
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