March 24, 2003 ( Read more... )

"and you wake up to realize your standard of living somehow got set on survive..."

Toast is good to eat. However, so are frogs. Do you like frogs on toast? Sometimes beatles look like toast, frogs, and small chimps. Yet, I will never be a piece of toast, beatle, or a small chimp. Oh Gods...ouch...you are hurting me frog...
stop-oh wait, that is...nice!

~Varcaism~

"already I'm so lonesome I could die"

why do some bleed more than others?

Slainte.

Fear! The crack that might flood your brain with light ( Read more... )

I'm one without conviction; I'm one who doesn't know. How to sell a contradiction, you come and go, you come and go ( Read more... )

...........ALWAYS LOCK THE DOOR...........

i woke up this morning in a way that i have never awoken in my life, which is suprising. when i was young i was afraid of a lot of things so bedtime was hell, don't know how i got through it. but last night was different. i haven't been afraid for a long time. even the night before, the dream was something that i couldn't describe in words nor ( Read more... )

my electricity is out. i'm connected through my phone line and i have an hour and a half left of battery. after that i'll just have the violent bursts of lightning for my comfort. alone in the dark. i can hear my family congregating downstairs. as much as i should, i just don't feel like a part of them. i don't think i ever really have. i rarely ( Read more... )

tonight i went to the clan chaos gathering and saw two towers for the second time. i've already memorized lines, i'm aching to see it again, sitting here still as an elven warrior, just as i stayed all day and night like an elven princess the first time i saw it. when i awoke i was still in my gown, on a bed of satin surrounded by icicle lights and ( Read more... )