Not much is happening to day.
So I’m going to try something new!!!

NEW UPDATE POINTS:

- BOYS- me and Jon are doing fine from what I know, I still haven’t talked to mike at all and April says that is cheating and I cant lie I really think I am. I feel really bad but it will all work out in the end.

- HEATH- my face is swollen and I don’t know why 
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(I can once again explain why I haven't wrighten)

well after I started dating mike I was under the idea that Jon would just shrug it off like he always dose and forgot I’m even alive .... Well he didn't. Instead he went raving mad, and told me he wanted me back. I was a kind happy as I love him even if he's an ass sometimes.

he told me that he just ( Read more... )

WELL I can explain why I haven’t writhen in so long... really I can.

See first

- I was sad over Jon
- I met someone new :)
- April stayed the night and we had fun 
- I got a new boyfriend :) (Vis the new person)
- And then my keyboard broke

so now I'm using the time from school (because I can't think of what to say on this homework letter) to update

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i just found out today that Niki dead 2 weeks or more  ago while i was gone getting a life. i gusse i kinda saw it coming as she was drinking herself asleep every night while talking to me online .. even if  i didnt know her every well in person i'll still miss her every much ... she said that i was the olny one that really made her laugh .. for ( Read more... )

(sorry I was unable to update last night . if you really want to know ....... nothing happened)

Today I went to art class:


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This morning wasn't as bad as the night before. The sun is out and I fell a little better. 
Sadly though my mom took it on herself to explain the reasoning of "Dating".

I don't believe in a lot of the things she said but it did make sense in parts but even if, for some reason I don’t really agree. 
So I’m going to look it up on wikipedia:

Dating: ( Read more... )

Well from what I found out that. My mom did talk to him.

She told me that I had a date online tonight and that he was going to call me, that I shouldn’t dare call him.

SO I waited all night, he came online but never called. SO I waited some more and my heart beat faster and faster every hour that went by.

And then he was gone with no call. 
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As i sat at school with nothing to do it hit me ..... I COULD WRIGHT IN MY NEW JOURNAL!!!

Last night I had a talk with my mom about the "someone" I talked about in the last entree. She was a little mad but she helped me see my true felling about all of this. Really I am on a every wide path with my whole life ahead of me...  
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V-day. Or as most like to call it Wednesday with flowers. I have always loved the idea of the hoilday never really the holiday itself. It makes feel lonely and unloved. But besides that can be an every lovely and uneventful day. As it was this year. I did at one point, have the idea that I would have someone this year but it didn’t really work out ( Read more... )