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1. Where do you see your future going with Jason?
hopefully my future will be interwined with his. there are no plans for marriage or kids in the works but we plan on spending the rest of our lives together so i suppose those things will fall into place at some point in time. i love him with all my heart and i see a beautiful future for us. :)
2. What are you most afraid of?
being my father (spending my life completely paranoid and obsessively worrying about things that are beyond my control, having no life beyond working at a job i despise just so i can pull my familiy out of debt that i could have avoided, and passifying myself with junk food and television)
3. How do you feel about your sexual history? (I like this question. I wish I'd thought of it for Beth too. I started thinking about it when I was answering mixmastermolly's perfectly innocent question about how I met Dave.)
a mix of pride and nostalgia, i suppose. i enjoyed all of the crazy experiences i have had and feel blessed that many were with friends so i can now joke about it with them. i think i did just about everything i wanted to do sexually and it makes it easier for me to appreciate monogamy (which rocks, by the way)
4. Is there anything you feel guilty for?
i try hard not to feel guilty about decisions i've made. but i will say that i do feel guilty for being so evil to my parents while i was struggling through my teenage years. i put those people through hell and i've gotten down on my knees twice to beg their forgiveness.
5. If you could live anywhere, where would you go?
somewhere warm but not sweltering, lush, green, colorful, not heavily populated, very close to water...hmm..that could be a lot of places. i've always wanted to live somewhere in south america.