Just had a profound little thought. Friends and people you love and care about do not necesarily reflect how you feel about them ( Read more... )

'Once you've loved, there's a part of your heart that simply belongs to that person. It can't be sold or rented out---it's theirs, you gave it to them, and they live in it, claiming its space for all time ( Read more... )

The better part of any fight is knowing when to surender. I waved the white flag the other night. This is geeksville so totally understand if people take a pass on reading but I am gonna purge it here anyway ( Read more... )

It is satisfying and empowering to say 'no I will not play this game.' There is something very liberating about it and makes you wonder why you did not do it before ( Read more... )

so as some know i have an open mariage. I believe i am going to end that. Not do to any conflict or issues. I am doing it for myself due to the issue of getting my heart repetedly ripped out. I have never been a casual sex time person. If I find someone I am interested in there needs to be more than just 'rawr lets fuck'. If all I wanted was ( Read more... )

So I have been having to do a lot of thinking. Thinking about why i do some of the things I do and why I continue doing them. I am given pause to stop and think what impression I give people and if that adds to or would change how they treat me. I wonder as I get ready to go to school for phsycology if I am not looking for a better understanding ( Read more... )

ok well folks who know and love me will have to follow my journal only here since ( Read more... )

I hope she breaks his heart. just so he will feel it too ( Read more... )

Why? Why must a heart be so fragile? It feels so good to give and share and have it filled with the joy of knowing a person well and truely. Why must it be so easily crushed ( Read more... )

why is it when you want to recall something it is a pain in the ass and when you just want to forget you can't ( Read more... )