Insta-fic: Take What You Want (Frank/Gerard, from the Not As Advertised 'verse)

[ladyfoxxx]

Darling Aka, I hear you are having a shitty day. Here is that ficlet I still owe you. <3

Fandom: Bandom - MCR
Title: Take What You Want
Pairing: Frank/Gerard (Frank/Jamia)
Length: 1300 words
Rating/Warnings: M, angst
Summary: Set after Not As Advertised
A/N: This was a quick-write and it's not been beta'ed. All mistakes are mine.

Comments

[annemaris]

Oh wow, that hurt. But it was absolutely beautiful, as well. Wow. <3333

[ladyfoxxx]

I swear I forget how painful this verse is, I"m so buried in it, it's like breathing to me. Thanks bb <333333

[akamine_chan]

I just finally managed to stop crying, too. *sniffles*

Thank you so much, sweet love. This was exactly what I love about this 'verse of yours, the longing that Frankie L has for a life other than his own.

Except he's not looking at him, he's looking at the other Frank, with one of the expressions Frank's never been the target of before. Frank's breath catches in his throat and for just one moment he wishes for something impossible. Then he leans up and kisses Gerard.

Oh, you broke me with that. *pets and cuddles Frankie*

[ladyfoxxx]

Oh my god I just realised that this is the most DEPRESSING cheerup fic in the entire world. I didn't even think of that I'm SO SORRY oh god. *so many hugs*

I really need to work on this cheering people up thing. Puppies and kittens would be more appropriate wouldn't they?

Oh god I'm the DUMBEST bb. I'm so sorry.

[akamine_chan]

Ah, no, bb. I love the angst, a lot. It's really my favorite. Swears. *cuddles close*

Also, really really really love this 'verse. Thank you.

[ladyfoxxx]

Thank you bb. But next time puppies and kittens I PROMISE. Your general well being is TOO IMPORTANT. I shall not risk it!

Here is a puppy in the meantime:

[greedy_dancer]

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd

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<3________________________________<3

[ladyfoxxx]

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

TY

<3

[mistresscurvy]

Oh GOD, this hurts and is so so lovely. Poor Gerard! Poor FRANK! POOR EVERYONE ;______________;

I love how you make it so incredibly hot and yet so painful. Really wonderful job.

[ladyfoxxx]

Oh man, I REALLY didn't set out with the idea of writing something depressing! It's this verse - it does it to me!

Thanks so much for responding, I'm glad you liked it. <3

[brooklinegirl]

my HEART.

dude, this is amazing. you got SO MUCH in to a very few words! Just - the continuation of this universe, how easy you pulled me back in, how it made sense, this sort of on-going weirdness that starts to feel almost normal, b/c it's what they have to do to keep going. I love how this other Frank KNOWS. And understands. And the idea of Gerard drawing the tattoos on him is ALMOST TOO MUCH. like. I cannot stop thinking of it. Frank with his head tilted so Gerard can draw the scorpion on - nrrrrrgh. and the hands. and how easy they both are with it, the INTIMACY of it. AUGH. I LOVE IT.

and then when he shows up at Gerard's door and Gerard's reaction and how he believes it for a few minutes, and it BREAKS MY HEART for both of them when he figures it out, and just - :((((( BOYS.

I really loved this. Is my point. <3

[ladyfoxxx]

SORRY ABOUT YOUR HEART.

I honestly didn't realise how hurty this was when I was writing it, or even when I was posting it (LOL most depressing cheerup fic EVER). I'm so glad it spoke to you. The tattoo drawing scene is one of my most favourite things, and I really like the idea of them getting into the habit of doing that, that Frank will step in for Frank when he's not up to it or sick or whatever. And it does work for them in this weird backwards way, and that's how I feel about this Frank and Gerard, eventually it will work for them in some weird way.

Thanks so much for commenting, it means a lot. <3