I just felt like writing

[ladyfuzzums]

Stream of consciousness bullshit is all I can manage right now. Introspective self absorbed vomit about me me me. No one reads this any more anyway so I will just put it down to get it out of my head

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[jetsam_jane]

this entry put a big smile on my face, it is nice to hear you are doing well! i mean, maybe not "well" by your standards but i was worrying about you... uhhh it's kinda hard to explain without sounding like a dick.

I STILL NEED TO MEET YOUR MAN AS WELL AS YOUR LITTLE MAN.

don't blame the lack of contact all on yourself. we're all at fault, i know i am.

the MINUTE i have my hands on a vehicle i'm coming to see you! maybe me, you, daddy and babby can go on a day trip somewhere? the beach, perhaps?

[ladyfuzzums]

I would have loved it if you could have met Jesse but alas, he has already flown back to Canada as of this last Sunday. I'm kind of going crazy missing him :\

It's an amazing transformation, becoming a family...and then to have him just leave after that is probably the most painful thing I have ever felt. I can't imagine how it must've been for him to have to leave me AND his new son. At least I still have Mason to cuddle when I am feeling extra sad...