The first thing they tell you when you have PTSD is that you never know what will trigger an episode. there will always be one thing you'd never expect ( Read more... )

"You are mortal: it is the mortal way. You attend the funeral, you bid the dead farewell.
You grieve. Then you continue with your life.
And at times the fact of her absence will hit you like a blow to the chest, and you will weep. But this will happen less and less as time goes on.
She is dead.
You are alive.
So live."

--Sandman, Song Of Opheus

RIP ( Read more... )

So things i have learned sitting in the UMB cafeteria:

The Jesus club enjoys zealously recruiting members too much.

if you have headphones on and a laptop and/or book infront of you, you are considered invisable.

an appropriate greeting includes but is not limited to a punch on the top or back of the head, slap upside the head, punch in the shoulder ( Read more... )

so Halloween kicked ass! absolutely fun ( Read more... )

It's a bad day when you come to the realization that you can't take the neglect anymore. you can't keep living life one sided. you can't stand being third place. you can't be the only one sacrificing ( Read more... )

01. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
02. Go to Google Images and search for that word.
03. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
04. Put this in your own journal so that I can do the same.

So for my Stage Craft class i have to preform a monologue. design the set, costumes, lighting the whole shebang. and the one my prof picked for me is quite interesting. I'm playing a butch lesbian in her late 20s early 30s named Maxine, whos partner is in a coma after a terrible accident, and Max is now getting her final goodbye and they're about ( Read more... )

huh its been almost exactly a year since Justin killed himself. its amazing to think its only been 1 year ( Read more... )

Ruthanne....

...lost a lot of blood today.

...passed out today.

...dealt with Flirty McCreeperson  today.

...played with highlighters all day.

...didn't do her reading today.

...wants to go to bed right now.

...needs people to come home. right now.

oh also, watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HE9OQ4FnkQ

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