to my girls ( Read more... )

oh the sweetest, awflest, most ugly thing: what a nightmare it is to sleep through the waiting. blue skies: they know who you are-but how? no one cares. you're a freak; a fucking machine, forward-facing every solution only reaminging miserable instead. you swallowyour breakfast, save nothing for later, no wonder they laugh at you living. the ( Read more... )

9 MONTHS

I <3 YOU
-JIMMY-
I <3 YOU

when you wake,
the shadows will be gone.
when they're gone,
all of nothing else matters.
they'll see the fires,
hear its laughter.
they'll fear its longing,
and everything after.
oh, those four-times-fifty men-
with half a chance they might have lived,
but shallow breaths gave them nothing.
fortunately for us:
it's the process that's exciting!

do you like this song?
your fingers are perfect.
fast. clean.

grasp! grasp ( Read more... )

--welcome--
--welcome--
---home---

the individual is only a cell.
the weariness of the cell is the vigor of the organism.
do you die when you cut your fingernails?
nonsense...
the earth is as old as we are, no older.
how could it be older?
nothing exists except through human consciousness.
outside man there is nothing.
---but then what are the stars?

[THANKYOU ( Read more... )

THE GOOD, UNCONTINUED ( Read more... )