I'll probably have a scarverse ready before the next model-verse.
God, Rollerball ate my brain. I looked at the next part of this, like 400 words of the next chapter, and I"m like "Where was I going with that? Huh?"
Scarverse is almost as bad. I've got this delicate little situation with the parents and jared and I can't remember how I was planning to get out of it.
Havent written crap since Rollerball was done. How sad is that? :)
... OMG I love this, I love how Jensen is just so adorable, and seems so... I dunno if pliable is the right word, but it works, so pilable when he's sleepy.
But Jensen's revelation on how Jared sees him, broke me. Like seriously. I wanted to... I dunno, pat him on the shoulder, but comfortingly you know? I love how Jensen is, and how Jared is as well, forming his personality through where he is, and showing who he is just by being there. I see him as this totally steadying charachter to Jensen's nervousness.
I really do love this fic. Jensen is strong, and he doesn't realize it. I know eventually he'll probably snap and regress and freak out about his growing--whatever with Jared, but I just want to SQUISH HIM. I'm sure Jared has the same impulse, hahaha.
Jensen is strong, Yay! I'm so glad you see/said that.
During that time when I didn't think I could stand working on this fic anymore, and I really needed a direction for it, that's what I latched on to. I wanted to grow the fic on his strengths instead of his weaknesses.
Oh god. Happy writer moment. :) Heh. Jensen's so squishable, but so not at the same time.
I hadn't looked at it that way but I totally see it now.
He's definitely strong. Something terrible has happened to him but he's still around and he's taking a chance on JAAAARED YAAAAY. Have I mentioned my need to eat his head? Because I so totally do.
Oh, that's...wow. I love the moment of Jensen realizing that he is the young man in the drawing; it feels like a big moment, somehow, even if it's a quiet one.
I'm so happy to see more of this, so soon after Rollerball. I love how bright Jared appears to Jensen, and how surprised he is every time he realizes that he is not invisible to Jared. This story is so full of quiet, but it still echoes.
I had it almost-done before i started that last Rollerball push to get it done by deadline, but once I started the RB push, I couldn't look at this fic for itself anymore.
Heh. Jensen's not invisible, which is so delightful and so terrifying for him.
Glad the quiet of it works. I'm like--always not sure if the audience is gonna see what I want them to, but it looks like, from the reviews, that y'all do. :) Thanks for letting me know.
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I love this so much!!!!
Now that Rollerball fic is posted, you can come back to this lovely verse and Scar!verse too!!!! *does happy dance*
When am I going to see more of this?
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I'll probably have a scarverse ready before the next model-verse.
God, Rollerball ate my brain. I looked at the next part of this, like 400 words of the next chapter, and I"m like "Where was I going with that? Huh?"
Scarverse is almost as bad. I've got this delicate little situation with the parents and jared and I can't remember how I was planning to get out of it.
Havent written crap since Rollerball was done. How sad is that? :)
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But Jensen's revelation on how Jared sees him, broke me. Like seriously. I wanted to... I dunno, pat him on the shoulder, but comfortingly you know? I love how Jensen is, and how Jared is as well, forming his personality through where he is, and showing who he is just by being there. I see him as this totally steadying charachter to Jensen's nervousness.
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Jared sees him so different than anyone--or at least different than Jensen thinks anyone can/should see him.
Jared's definitely the rock of this relationship. Which is funny, 'cause he's sort of this flighty artist-guy.
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Yay! I'm so glad you see/said that.
During that time when I didn't think I could stand working on this fic anymore, and I really needed a direction for it, that's what I latched on to. I wanted to grow the fic on his strengths instead of his weaknesses.
Oh god. Happy writer moment. :)
Heh. Jensen's so squishable, but so not at the same time.
Your comment rocks. Thanks.
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He's definitely strong. Something terrible has happened to him but he's still around and he's taking a chance on JAAAARED YAAAAY. Have I mentioned my need to eat his head? Because I so totally do.
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I'm not sure that made any sense at all.
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I had it almost-done before i started that last Rollerball push to get it done by deadline, but once I started the RB push, I couldn't look at this fic for itself anymore.
Heh. Jensen's not invisible, which is so delightful and so terrifying for him.
Glad the quiet of it works. I'm like--always not sure if the audience is gonna see what I want them to, but it looks like, from the reviews, that y'all do. :) Thanks for letting me know.
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