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Apr 03, 2008 01:36


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I got my test results back tonight.

Touma, Seiji... you're off the hook.  I'm not... pregnant, and never was.  I'm sure you're both utterly thrilled by that news.  I know I should be.

...But somehow... I'm not. I was actually looking forward to it.  Had names picked out and everything.

I really don't know how to feel.  I feel like I've lost ( Read more... )

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threadmaster April 3 2008, 12:19:11 UTC
Sorry, for the loss, perhaps it was for the best? It doesn't sound like that either were really ready to be fathers for the possible child. This doesn't mean you won't have a child, but it probably wasn't meant to be at this point of time.
((Kazuki will have sent some roses to her place to help cheer her up a bit.))

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ladykayurasama April 3 2008, 18:14:17 UTC
Thank you, but I didn't really want to get them involved to start wtih. I didn't want to ruin their lives just because of me. I hope I still can.

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threadmaster April 3 2008, 20:22:18 UTC
Understood.

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bloody_blade29 April 3 2008, 15:12:18 UTC
You aren't a disappointment to us ever. We were even beginning to get used to the idea.

Do you want to talk about this?

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ladykayurasama April 3 2008, 15:16:28 UTC
Mm-hmm.

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bloody_blade29 April 3 2008, 16:26:56 UTC
I'll be right there.

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saycheesefellas April 3 2008, 16:16:47 UTC
Sorry to hear that. But hey, you'll get your chance.

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ladykayurasama April 3 2008, 18:14:42 UTC
Thank you, and I hope so.

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bluekikoutei April 3 2008, 17:58:00 UTC
Lady Kayura, I wish there were words I could say to make you feel better... However, I know that only time can heal all wounds. Please get well soon.

((Naria created a special stew with questionable items within, and left it in front of the door - careful not to spill it when stepping outside!))

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ladykayurasama April 3 2008, 18:07:54 UTC
How long a time, though? But... thank you. And, please, just call me Kayura. I'm not in the Youjakai where that title applies, after all.

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fannynpcs April 4 2008, 00:08:36 UTC
I cannot say that I am not relieved, but I do understand how disappointed you are. My condolences.

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ladykayurasama April 4 2008, 00:21:15 UTC
Thank you Seiji.

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