Lost
Ever feel like you're just kinda floating.. being idle.. not doing anything.. like pressure's coming from all direction that it's finally forced you to say fuck it and not do anything? i feel like i'm having a midlife crisis at the age of 20.. well.. 21 in 2 months.. ::sigh
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Being married with kids isn't a sign of anything other than to finding someone you like and being able to breed. As for school, there are just as many people who have gone to school yet not done anything with their degree. Put it all into perspective. Then there was one gal who went to school for four years, dropped out, lost most of her credits, went to a community college for two years, stopped again when she got "tired", then started to take classes again at some other tech school, stopped again due to "burn out", and is now unemployed and idle while talking about all she could or would do. Did I mention she can't hold down a job for longer than a couple months?
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anyhoo.. that's my point exactly.. i dont wana end up like that girl.. that's like one of my ultimate fear.. to go on life with no direction.. i dunoe.. maybe i just naturally have low self esteem or i just dont get the support that i need from my family.. meh.. enugh about being depressed.. I wana be high again XD
PS: I think my friends that have kids and family are CRAZY.. wtf we're only 21 and they have families.. ::shudder:: i'm too unstable to have a family of my own lol
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