hannah and i have a new livejournal.

don't find it it will find you.

i'm off to watch ashley model lingerie, we might get high first.

"i did not have a chance to talk with zan, but her kissing technique looked impressive." -most common reaction to the good news of zan's advent


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next year, fantasy:
weed
xbox
the subject embraced by the loving object

next year, reality:
sugar free jell-o
tofu stirfry
tendentiousness

both of those would be pretty fantastic...the question is, in which realm would the contradiction be resolved. where's the eschatology i mean.

( have you ever had a peruvian sunburn )

oskar is like death. he takes everything. i may be a nihilist but i love oskar. i'm writing a screenplay about oskar. heavy on the symbolism. i can't decide if he should be a symbol of everything, or just some things. either way his heart will be central. maybe for his birthday i'll unblock oskar on AIM ( Read more... )

there's wintry mix in the have. now my icy heart will never be thawed! here's a list ( Read more... )

last night i almost did coke, which is almost like doing coke.

lonely parts (12:16:49 AM): i think tomorrow i'm going to buy myself a shirt that says "shiksa"
lonely parts (12:16:50 AM): what do you think
Cshell15 (12:17:16 AM): amazing idea

( JUST KEEP THE BODY )

lately: awkwardly eating sushi, checking my grades (introduction to verse writing: A!), losing to statman in hard-fought scrabble, lusting after booksellers, watching movies with A LOT of infidelity, explaining to my mother that social security privatization only upsets her because she hates freedom, reading shling's livejournal, comparing it to ( Read more... )

being home really sucks and it makes me want to die. i'm going to go smoke cigarettes and die. but first a picture of my bandage (it has a bow because frederick at the red cross loves me).

( ...and that's why i think yale will beat harvard next year )

late last night i stumbled around JE and ran into jordan and told him my feelings on duck and vodka and that they were lonely feelings. he said that although he could not submit to my every whim (ha, ha) i am so delicate and sensitive and don't even know it and that is why i am his favorite. today in the city i bought zan a special something ( Read more... )

( BUT THE VERY NEXT DAY YOU GAVE IT AWAY )