i thought it might be a bit odd to end my journal on that last entry, leaves you to wonder... OMG. did she kill herself. ha. no. you wish.

i moved, after three years of this journal, i thought it was time for a fresh start, to put all of this behind me. so, i have a new journal, its hidemysuicide which yeah, that does kinda advertise my problems ( Read more... )

i fucking hate everything. as far as im concerned everyone can fuck themselves. i hate it how a simple song can make me fucking burst into tears like some fucking sack of hormones. it sucks! i hate it i hate it. im sorry... am i not allowed to fucking advertise my anger and frustration too ( Read more... )

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soooo mike smith called and we were watching fab life of rich people and so we get this idea to go on a road trip to CA this summer(with other peoples). HELLZ YEA!!! we started a packing list which i will probably post later (and i'll need help from people telling me what i missed) but yeah i just pitched it to my mom and she was like. sure and i ( Read more... )

i was going to sit out of gym class today but i didnt. i didnt want another zero, so i played pickle ball, jessica and i have this cool plan for the last class, which requires me to look up braveheart quotes. we started watching gladiator today in latin class which was sweet. i asked rory some stuff about the movie because i didnt get it. but then ( Read more... )

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no, im sorry. here at we are nuts. we...only have... nuts.

i... see.... well what about the bottled waterdont let that fool you. its chock full of nuts ( Read more... )

im listning to beauty and the beast. yes. i know im a dork. you dont need to rub it in. livejournal made they event box so much bigger, and this makes me sad because it makes it feel like i havnt written that much. :( oh well. yeah. i finally finished my english paper. its under the cut code if you wish to read it.
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oooook. so first i over slept this morning and forgot a coat in my haste to get to the bottom of my driveway. i got to school and found mike smith brought me in cookies. since i had told him last night how good cookies sounded ( Read more... )

so yeah. i talked to liz during phys ed and i feel so much better. it helps to know that i have someone in my corner to give me unconditional support. (i know i have julie and rachel too) but yeah. so today was pickle ball, which was fun except when we had to trade opponents and jess and i had to play against this snobby bitch who was steadfast in ( Read more... )