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Always the computer. Always video games. I am never enough.
I don't nag anymore, I try to be loving.
Not enough.
I wonder if he would even miss me. He says he would but his words are empty to me.
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Cons of home ownership
I recall all those years when all i dreamed of was being a home owner and I laugh at how silly and naive I was. Our AC is messed up again. I am so tired of something always going wrong!
I realize all my blessings, I really do. Although it is starting to roll downhill, i have my health and my family. However, I am in a really angry and dark place ( Read more... ) -
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I am so angry right now! We have too much work and i cant push people to do more! I hate my boss for taking in too much stuff just because he is trying to climb that corp ladder. I also hate Sterling for not working so i am stuck here working 70 hours a week, keeps me too busy or tired to look for other work. Finally i hate myself for being so self ( Read more... ) -
Work
I need to re focus on the job hunt. I need something to do daily that i feel good about
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Am I sick or just stressed?
1/21/2010 ( Read more... ) -
Took the day off
Ahhhh, it is nice to be off work. I wanted to scream and walk out. Today I slept until 7:45, got up and ate a bowl of cereal, watched the Today Show, and caught up with my recorded shows, Dr Oz and Oprah ( Read more... ) -
College
I enrolled in college classes for this fall semester. I attempted full time classes. I am not sure what made me think I can do that. I work 60-80 hours a week. So, now I am down to half time. Going MWF from 8 am to 9:50 am. Hoping I can do well. Anything other than an A would irritate me ( Read more... ) -
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Sick..eww
Yesterday, I called in sick to take care of everyone at my house who was sick. Everyone here but me was sick. I also started.. so I had really bad cramps that would not go away, and horrible back pain. I suppose it was a good thing that I called in. After all the sick people were back to sleep, I crashed out too. This morning I woke up sick! I went ( Read more... )
