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Phil and I had a fight Sunday night, over something that happened to me along time ago. He's been really sick and on so many meds he doesn't remember the fight. I didn't tell him everything that happened in the first place and he got mad at me for not telling all when he had asked. so here it is, all that I told him Sunday night ( Read more... )

Ok I know I haven't written in a while, and I have to a good reason for it, I've been too sick. And tomorrow I'm going to the doctors to see whats wrong with me, I've been in a lot of pain, so either one of three things is wrong with me, 1. i have ovarian cancer, 2 I have an ovarian cyst, or 3. I have so much scar tissue built up from when I had ( Read more... )

I know I've been gone alot, but I can't help it, I enjoy being around Phil, and I miss him so much at the moment, OMG do I miss him, its like I'm complete when I'm around him, but when were apart its like a piece of me is missing. I guess I've fallin in love. Hehehe, I love this feeling, I love the way he makes me feel. Ok, so I'm a hopeless ( Read more... )

OMG I am so tired of people trying to help me and worrying about me, I'm ready to die now, I don't care who I hurt in the process...if you love me BACK THE FUCKING HELL OFF!!! Let me do things at my own pace, let me deal with my life, and let me come to you when I want the help!!! I am so tired of my family bitching at me, my friends bitching at me ( Read more... )

I've been sick again the last few days, and I still am, yesterday I woke up and had to run to the bathroom so I wouldn't puke on my bed, and I spent like all of yesterday in bed and most of today, it sucks...right now my sides are killing me and its hard to breath, I may go see the doctor today or tomorrow...

love you all

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So I've spent the last few days with Phil, I hated leaving him but I had to.... I went to the doctor on Wednedday and she ignored me when I asked to be put in the hospital, she told me that if I want to kill myself by not doing things the was she says to then I should and she doesn't care. I'm sick, I can feel myself dying inside. I'm going to call ( Read more... )