Kingdom Hearts : ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY (Demyx Muse FST)
Well, I had fun. I decided to make an FST for my currently most active muse on a day when my internet went down. Many songs based on various roleplays. My Demyx comes in many awesome shapes and forms! ♥
[ Download FST ]
Track 01// Eiffel 65 - "Move Your Body"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
You want to move the world
Start with your body
Yo, come on you gotta start with something
If you wanna move your mind
Just move your body
Move your mind, move your mind
It’s gonna cost you nothing
You want to move someone
Start with your body
Yo come on and try to move somebody
If you wanna move alone
Then everybody will move along with you
Because no Demyx FST is complete without the ultimate dancing song. But then again, I can also see some subtle hints that maybe this song might be referring to seducing someone or even *gasp* sex! This is, liek, my ultimate Demyx song. 8D
Track 02// Nine Inch Nails - "The Hand That Feeds"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Just how deep do you believe
Will you bite the hand that feeds
Will you chew until it bleeds
Can you get up off your knees
Are you brave enough to see
Do you want to change it
So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on, and on, and on, and on
Because Demyx sticks to his own ideals, and when someone questions them he bites down and refuses to listen. Even if it's the very person who enables his existance, he won't stand and listen to someone tearing down his naive beliefs on what life should be.
Track 03// +44 - "When Your Heart Stops Beating"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, when there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
Sometimes my Demyx doesn't feel the need to limit himself to one sexual partner... Until he falls in love. And once that happens, he'll be there until the end. For better or worse, even if it costs his life.
Track 04// Evanescence - "All That I'm Living For"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby
Like a reason why
Like a play of my obsessions
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I won't be lost again
Demyx is only living for so much. And what he is living for is something dark and twisted. But he can't see the darkness in others, nor the darkness creeping into the eaves of where his heart once was.
Track 05// Enigma - "In The Shadow, In The Light"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Caravan of life
By day and by night
Every tile’s a part of life
If it’s shadow, or if it’s light
I promise you, even when the tide is high
I’ll be always on your side
In the shadow, in the light
Demyx vows to be with Axel after Roxas leaves. And even now that they both have their hearts back, he won't leave. He's with Axel even as the others in the Organization use the red-head, scar him and torture him. Demyx is there, a constant support for the Flurry's broken mind.
Track 06// Linkin Park - "My December"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
Demyx doesn't remember his entire past. All he knows are brief glimpses of a world he can't name, and strangers that call his name. And even though he'd give everything to know who he was, he still pretends that he doesn't need to.
Track 07// System Of A Down - "Question!"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sweet berries ready for two
Ghosts are no different than you
Ghosts are now waiting for you
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two
Ghosts are no different than you
Ghosts are now waiting for you
Are you dreaming?
Do we, do we know
When we fly?
When we, when we go
Do we die?
Because a Nobody is as good as a Ghost... But how do they know when they die?
Track 08// Steve Conte - "Could You Bite The Hand?"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
People are born with
People are born without
Some people have
And others want
What some go without
Some people live free
Some people just want more
As for me I got all that I need
Do you still think that we're not brave if we don't bleed?
We've seen so much blood and violence already, how much do you need?
You howl and fight your war and talk of being free
Won't let you in, they're just usin' you so why won't you see?
Some people are born so much closer to the sun
Holdin' out their hands and grabbin' golden rays, they are the chosen few
But we both know of course that's not you or me
And I'd be telling the truth if I said it don't matter, so how bout you?
Demyx is content with what he has. But he goes along with everyone else, to make them happy.
Track 09// Nickelback - "Rock Star"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
That live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny with her bleach blond hair
And well...
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Okay, so maybe it isn't exactly Demyx, but this just screams out one of my perceptions of Demyx's other. I wouldn't be surprised if he was a rock star. 8D
Track 10// Relient K - "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
Related to the Resurgam universe. Demyx hates who he was as a Nobody, and wants to make amends for everything he did.
Track 11// Steve Conte - "Heaven's Not Enough"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
And heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
And heaven does enough
You think you know it
And it uses you
I saw so many things
But like a dream
Always losing me in a cloud
Cause I couldn't cry
Cause I turned away
Couldn't see the score
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind
In another life
In another dream
By a different name
Gave it all away
For a memory
And a quiet lie
There are too many aspects of why this song screamed Demyx at me to name. Listen to the song and you'll see what I mean. >.<
Track 12// Hoobastank - "Crawling In The Dark"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Because Demyx isn't the type to use logic even after becoming a Nobody. He'll still use his "heart" and search desperately for that something that's missing.
Track 13// Yoko Kanno - "Tell Me What The Rain Knows"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Tell me what the rain knows
O is this the flood of fortune
That pours itself upon me?
O see how I drown in this sea
Gotta have a water-related song. This is a very nice one that I think suits Demmers.
Track 14// Avril Lavigne - "Naked"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the covers fall away
Guess I never had someone like you
To help me fit in my skin
'Cause I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right
Demyx is unrestrained around Axel. And even when he tries to hide something, he knows his lover can see right through him. And he loves it.
Track 15// Foo Fighters - "Learn To Fly"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die
And I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm not sure what it was about this song that called to me, but something just told me it suited my little muse. X3
Track 16// Bryan Adams - "Sound The Bugle"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart
I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me - lead me away...
Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere
Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark
Lay right down - decide not to go on
Then from on high - somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls - remember who your are
If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow
So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in a battle
To be free once more - Ya that's worth fighting for
This is a song that I love. For me, it describes what Demyx felt shortly after becoming a Nobody. He can only remember who he was, can't find the motivation to do anything... And then the Organization finds him and gives him a reason to live. It doesn't matter that they do things that are potentially evil. Demyx is only fighting to get his heart back.
Track 17// Avril Lavigne - "Anything But Ordinary"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
This is another song that just called out Demyx's name. He seems like the type to hate conforming, and to do crazy things just for a rush. He doesn't want to be ordinary.
Comment if you take, let me know of broken/expired links, etc. 8D
[ Download FST ]
Track 01// Eiffel 65 - "Move Your Body"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
You want to move the world
Start with your body
Yo, come on you gotta start with something
If you wanna move your mind
Just move your body
Move your mind, move your mind
It’s gonna cost you nothing
You want to move someone
Start with your body
Yo come on and try to move somebody
If you wanna move alone
Then everybody will move along with you
Because no Demyx FST is complete without the ultimate dancing song. But then again, I can also see some subtle hints that maybe this song might be referring to seducing someone or even *gasp* sex! This is, liek, my ultimate Demyx song. 8D
Track 02// Nine Inch Nails - "The Hand That Feeds"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Just how deep do you believe
Will you bite the hand that feeds
Will you chew until it bleeds
Can you get up off your knees
Are you brave enough to see
Do you want to change it
So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on, and on, and on, and on
Because Demyx sticks to his own ideals, and when someone questions them he bites down and refuses to listen. Even if it's the very person who enables his existance, he won't stand and listen to someone tearing down his naive beliefs on what life should be.
Track 03// +44 - "When Your Heart Stops Beating"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark, when there's no-one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
Sometimes my Demyx doesn't feel the need to limit himself to one sexual partner... Until he falls in love. And once that happens, he'll be there until the end. For better or worse, even if it costs his life.
Track 04// Evanescence - "All That I'm Living For"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby
Like a reason why
Like a play of my obsessions
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I won't be lost again
Demyx is only living for so much. And what he is living for is something dark and twisted. But he can't see the darkness in others, nor the darkness creeping into the eaves of where his heart once was.
Track 05// Enigma - "In The Shadow, In The Light"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Caravan of life
By day and by night
Every tile’s a part of life
If it’s shadow, or if it’s light
I promise you, even when the tide is high
I’ll be always on your side
In the shadow, in the light
Demyx vows to be with Axel after Roxas leaves. And even now that they both have their hearts back, he won't leave. He's with Axel even as the others in the Organization use the red-head, scar him and torture him. Demyx is there, a constant support for the Flurry's broken mind.
Track 06// Linkin Park - "My December"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
Demyx doesn't remember his entire past. All he knows are brief glimpses of a world he can't name, and strangers that call his name. And even though he'd give everything to know who he was, he still pretends that he doesn't need to.
Track 07// System Of A Down - "Question!"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sweet berries ready for two
Ghosts are no different than you
Ghosts are now waiting for you
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two
Ghosts are no different than you
Ghosts are now waiting for you
Are you dreaming?
Do we, do we know
When we fly?
When we, when we go
Do we die?
Because a Nobody is as good as a Ghost... But how do they know when they die?
Track 08// Steve Conte - "Could You Bite The Hand?"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
People are born with
People are born without
Some people have
And others want
What some go without
Some people live free
Some people just want more
As for me I got all that I need
Do you still think that we're not brave if we don't bleed?
We've seen so much blood and violence already, how much do you need?
You howl and fight your war and talk of being free
Won't let you in, they're just usin' you so why won't you see?
Some people are born so much closer to the sun
Holdin' out their hands and grabbin' golden rays, they are the chosen few
But we both know of course that's not you or me
And I'd be telling the truth if I said it don't matter, so how bout you?
Demyx is content with what he has. But he goes along with everyone else, to make them happy.
Track 09// Nickelback - "Rock Star"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
That live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny with her bleach blond hair
And well...
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Okay, so maybe it isn't exactly Demyx, but this just screams out one of my perceptions of Demyx's other. I wouldn't be surprised if he was a rock star. 8D
Track 10// Relient K - "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
Related to the Resurgam universe. Demyx hates who he was as a Nobody, and wants to make amends for everything he did.
Track 11// Steve Conte - "Heaven's Not Enough"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
And heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
And heaven does enough
You think you know it
And it uses you
I saw so many things
But like a dream
Always losing me in a cloud
Cause I couldn't cry
Cause I turned away
Couldn't see the score
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind
In another life
In another dream
By a different name
Gave it all away
For a memory
And a quiet lie
There are too many aspects of why this song screamed Demyx at me to name. Listen to the song and you'll see what I mean. >.<
Track 12// Hoobastank - "Crawling In The Dark"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
Because Demyx isn't the type to use logic even after becoming a Nobody. He'll still use his "heart" and search desperately for that something that's missing.
Track 13// Yoko Kanno - "Tell Me What The Rain Knows"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Tell me what the rain knows
O is this the flood of fortune
That pours itself upon me?
O see how I drown in this sea
Gotta have a water-related song. This is a very nice one that I think suits Demmers.
Track 14// Avril Lavigne - "Naked"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the covers fall away
Guess I never had someone like you
To help me fit in my skin
'Cause I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right
Demyx is unrestrained around Axel. And even when he tries to hide something, he knows his lover can see right through him. And he loves it.
Track 15// Foo Fighters - "Learn To Fly"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die
And I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm not sure what it was about this song that called to me, but something just told me it suited my little muse. X3
Track 16// Bryan Adams - "Sound The Bugle"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart
I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me - lead me away...
Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere
Without a light feat that I will - stumble in the dark
Lay right down - decide not to go on
Then from on high - somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls - remember who your are
If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow
So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in a battle
To be free once more - Ya that's worth fighting for
This is a song that I love. For me, it describes what Demyx felt shortly after becoming a Nobody. He can only remember who he was, can't find the motivation to do anything... And then the Organization finds him and gives him a reason to live. It doesn't matter that they do things that are potentially evil. Demyx is only fighting to get his heart back.
Track 17// Avril Lavigne - "Anything But Ordinary"
[Download] // [Lyrics]
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
This is another song that just called out Demyx's name. He seems like the type to hate conforming, and to do crazy things just for a rush. He doesn't want to be ordinary.
Comment if you take, let me know of broken/expired links, etc. 8D