Comments | ladyofsadness: An Off Day

ladyofsadness

An Off Day

Jul 11, 2009 21:33

I don't know what's wrong with me today. Well actually it hasn't been all day. Just the last couple of hours.I don't feel like being close to anyone. I just kind of feel like I want to be alone. I spent the day with Tony. It was nice. I really enjoyed the 1 on 1 time. I don't know what changed all of a sudden.

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angelcerv25 July 12 2009, 03:31:58 UTC

These moods do come and go. Remember, this too shall pass.

ladyofsadness July 12 2009, 16:05:31 UTC

Yeah, its not just this. Its a mix of everything thats been going on lately. I dont know its just all building up on me and Im depressed and I just feel like I am going to explode. Tony and I got into an arguement last night about abortion. Im pro life and hes pro choice only if it is a rape victim. I argued that the baby didnt asked to be concieved any more than the woman asked to be raped and that if she didnt want it she could give it up for adoption. There are other ways to get rid of the baby besides murder. He just argued everything I said....It was way too touchy of a subject to have after my miscarriage. Im already upset about that and my sister....I went to bed last night and bawled for at least an hour.

angelcerv25 July 12 2009, 20:13:29 UTC

I've noticed people in close relationships can't handle those touchy, controversial subjects any better than people first getting to know eachother. Teri and I avoid those things too...the exception is when you both completely agree with eachother but humans aren't like that, are they??

What's up with your sister? How is she getting under your skin?

I don't think Tony ever wanted to upset you. The subject came up and, inevitably with these things, an argument emerges. And yeah, you're more sensitive to it right now.

I could have just said all that into the yahoo messenger.

ladyofsadness July 12 2009, 23:09:48 UTC

Lol Yeah but I would have had to type all this into yahoo messenger first. My sister just found out she is pregnant. She has a 5 year old that she can barely take care of now. Shes in an abusive relationship that she refuses to get out of. She gets to have a baby that she doesnt need and really could live without and I couldnt have mine. It upsets me. I dont know if this is selfish or not....It just doesnt seem fair.