To The One I love

[ladyofsadness]

Well since I dont think I am invited into the conversation you are having with this anonymous person on your journal  , and I know you read mine from time to time I guess Ill write my feelings about these comments here . (Oh and as not to feel stupid I asked ahead of time to make sure it was me you were speaking of.)  I know you dont like me

Comments

[roses_ramble]

Depression is I agree something that no one should have to put up with. Unfortunately many people, including our loved ones do not understand it. Whay has this happy, fun loving person become so distant, so emotional? And because they don't understand it, they have trouble coping as well. So in reality we are not 'mean bitches'... this is just part of depression. I have lost two loved ones because of depression and oh, how guilty did I feel. Now, years later I can at least understand why they left...and I hope you can understand also. You didn't push your loved one away - it was the depression. So there is no need for feelings of guilt although I expect you will not agree with me on that! Hopefully one day you will. In the meantime use your poetry, perhaps as you say 'an outlet for your depression' and then who knows, you will find yourself writing poetry about other things, such as your children and then later poems of wonderful, happy things. I look forward to that day!

In Response

[ladyofsadness]

I thank you so much for your kind words . They really do mean alot to me . I wish I could write of beautiful things . But for the time being I dont see any beauty in myself or any of my suroundings . It makes me even sadder to think that things are this way in my life . I want so much for things to be different . I am reaching and stretching out to that day . I can almost feel it . Im just not there yet .