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ladyofsadness

Finally!!

Oct 12, 2007 17:06

It's been so long since I have gotten on-line . I have been in Michigan now for a month on the 15th. I haven't really been able to make it downtown to get online because I have been in and out of the hospital since I got here . Some of you know why . I just got out of the hospital at 6:30 this morning . Im doing ..... ok . Very depressed .
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angelcerv25 October 15 2007, 10:33:08 UTC

Why are you in and out of hospitals, if I may ask?

I hope things are looking better. Maybe things never get better, just different. Still, a difference can help. Like a change of scenery, a change of routine. I'm in need of one. I do the same thing every week, week after week. I work and I go to school...and I wish for something, even a little something, to break the monotony.

I did get a new desk and put it together. It was hard, but it looks so cool in my room. Haha, I had a bit of mania...couldn't sleep for a couple days and got all kinds of stuff done.

I wish you the best of luck and God's blessing in finding work. Don't give in without a fight.

Hey! ladyofsadness October 15 2007, 20:04:44 UTC

I have been in and out of hospitals because I have a major anxiety issue . It is actually causing other physical problems for me and It is getting worse thanks to all I have been through lately . But Ill be ok . I had a job interview today . Hopefully I get it . Ill know tomorrow . And I met A guy today! My birthday is saturday and I really wasnt looking forward to it , but now I am because Ill have someone to spend it with! I hope things have been getting a little easier with you . I know it has been FOREVER since we last talked . Im sorry for that . Well I hope you write me back soon!

Re: Hey! angelcerv25 October 16 2007, 05:53:15 UTC

Absolutely, I'm trying to make a point of visiting livejournal frequently before things like my friend's journals get outdated and it's too late to comment...

I read that blog post and I'm happy to hear you've met someone! I too have met a few people. So far, just aquaintances, but there is the potential for friendship. Just having someone to say hello to every day or so helps me for some reason. I don't feel like I'm the only person in the world, alone.

As much as I disapprove of our medicated, chemically based society, I have to admit that the medications they've given me for major depression and bipolar disorder seem to be helping me. My mania has been reduced, even when I have episodes, they are not as severe and don't last as long. My depression has lifted somewhat, enough for me to get semi motivated to do my schoolwork and take care of every day life affairs.

Are you on medication, if I may ask? Do you think a mood stabilizer might help you?

Re: Hey! angelcerv25 October 29 2007, 20:13:49 UTC

Hey ! Well as for meeting someone.... he wasn't so great.... But I went to a party 2 nights ago and hooked up with someone I have known for a while . I will write about it in a post . As for medication ... I have been on prozac before and yes it did help . When I got off of it everyone I knew begged me to get back on it . I have been off of it for 3 years now.
I hope you meet someone too. I am glad we met . As infrequent as they are I really enjoy our messages . Well I need to run but read my new post . Later!